"After the program I have noticed progress and changes"
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"After the program I have noticed progress and changes"

Before this program my level of stress was very high; I had insomnia for many years; I was a bad listener; I had deep depression; my mind was foggy; I didn’t have any clarity of what I want from my life; I was constantly unhappy; The relationships with my husband and children were not very good; I would constantly feel hurt by my husband’s words and I still feel that he wants to control me in every aspect of my life and I feel that when every he comes home back from work he would frequently say sam things that I would perceive as a criticism; 
since this year I am not working and earning money and making me independent on my husband’s income embarrassment me as I am very independent person and asking him for permission to buy something makes me very unhappy and I have lost the respect for myself. 

After the program I have noticed progress and changes in all the aspects I mentioned above. Insomnia is gone, I communicate better with my husband etc. however I feel deeply disappointed in myself every time I have to ask for his permission to spend money as I think that I should be able to support myself by earning money. 
But I am so tired from constant struggles in my life that I gave up on looking for work. The program overall makes me feel better and I have enrolled in few of them on Mindvalley and would like to do them all. I work the best if I focus on only one program at the time to gain the full benefit.
 However whenever I listen to your presentation of different programs I get so drawn to them and I enroll in new program and then I find myself in the space where I am not sure which one of ten to start or continue and I am not sure can I do three programs in one day and also I don’t have time during the day to do them all. Please help me with your advice as I honestly struggle with this dilemma. 
Thank you 
Ljiljana Popovic

Ljiljana Popovic

Hamilton, New Zealand

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