Trying to stay afloat. I was just floating and like a bobber bobbing in a big sea floating aimlessly all alone getting parched and sunburnt as I floated.
The first time I did a program I noticed a spark within! I had to learn more and more! My hunger for like-minded thinking and souls was being quenched. I hadn’t realized when I started here how far I had deviated from my ideas and felt so unconnected.
Here it re-sparked my beliefs and ideas of connection. I am feeling so very grounded now.
As I listened and felt Wow! I finally found a place with people that think the way I thought about the world and how it’s all and we are all connected. Finally people like me! I noticed little changes at first. I smiled more.
My life vision was coming back and it was clearer.
The sun seemed to be out more.
My thoughts were becoming clearer.
Then I noticed I was hopeful, my essence felt alive. I noticed I wasn’t angry all the time. I wasn’t deeply sad where it took my breath away. I was truly feeling hopeful. Hope does amazing things for me. It got me through really rough times. I was inspired! I was approaching life differently. I was seeing and living my life differently.
People were coming into my life with kindness and magic was happening. Or perhaps I was more open to see them! I was able to see things that before I would have second-guessed.
The right people were being brought in my path.
Over the years I had worked so much in the traditional sense to try and heal and get where I needed to go. Also to try and make a go in the traditional sense. It never worked for long, it felt always so wrong. I wasn’t getting too where I wanted to be. If anything I felt almost further from what I had imagined life could be and what I truly desired. That feeling of bobbing in a lone harsh sea was water logging me and I was feeling myself sink. I new there was so much more!
Be careful on what you ask for and learned that lesson. I asked for a connection and voila here I am at Mindvalley.
Thank you. I’m closer and on the right direction with the right maps on fulfilling my dreams and aspirations that I put on a shelf many many moons ago cause they didn’t fit in with the norm. I’ve dusted my ideas and have brought them off the shelf and am reacquainting myself with them. I’m honing and articulating them to achieve them. I feel like I have come home. I’m no longer a bobber bobbing along.
My family had noticed a huge change in me and in return, it has changed them. I am so grateful for this space, the people, the teachings. Words cannot truly do this space Justice. My gratitude is endless. Thank you! ❤️