When I wrote to get a one year scholarship, I was out of income for a few months after an injury. It was the time I was deep into despair after most of my projects failed. After a miscarriage and a very hard psychic time, I decided to train for an orientation test to enter the hiking guide training, failed it twice. I also wanted to do a climbing training. I trained a lot, and finally entered this training supposed to last all summer. I broke my ankle on the first day. I was so sad and destroyed I couldn't find the faith and will to keep on living. I was crying a lot, drawing very dark scenes. At this point, staying alive just not to break my loved ones. It was an everyday fight, all energy was a push but I felt like dead inside. Aside of this my relationship was okay but without the vibration you wish to impulse the creation of a family.
So it was a real rescue for me to start this program.
I followed everyday with a lot of interest and care, in parallel my season as a snowboard instructor was starting again, so I get money and I was busy, what's good for my brain! I had amazing feelings, especially during the projection exercices, and felt able to go faster and deeper to my center. I was back to myself, back to faith, ready to trust life again and see some light for me in the future. And regarding to where I was at the start of those 28 days, it's huge! I just feel life again flowing through my body and mind. I wanna see big, I wanna do my centering and visualization exercices again and again! I'm so grateful it's hard for me to find the words. Like in this song, "Amazing Grace" . "I was lost but now am found". I can't wait to start another program, but I feel it's probably good to give it a few days.
I feel so much better, sleep better, my energy is back and I do hundreds of things a day, I wanted to stop living and now I wanna discover all the magic coming to me. Thanks Jose, thanks Vishen, thanks life, thanks to all of you to make this community big, powerful and supportive!
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So it was a real rescue for me to start this program.
I followed everyday with a lot of interest and care, in parallel my season as a snowboard instructor was starting again, so I get money and I was busy, what's good for my brain! I had amazing feelings, especially during the projection exercices, and felt able to go faster and deeper to my center. I was back to myself, back to faith, ready to trust life again and see some light for me in the future. And regarding to where I was at the start of those 28 days, it's huge! I just feel life again flowing through my body and mind. I wanna see big, I wanna do my centering and visualization exercices again and again! I'm so grateful it's hard for me to find the words. Like in this song, "Amazing Grace" . "I was lost but now am found". I can't wait to start another program, but I feel it's probably good to give it a few days.
I feel so much better, sleep better, my energy is back and I do hundreds of things a day, I wanted to stop living and now I wanna discover all the magic coming to me. Thanks Jose, thanks Vishen, thanks life, thanks to all of you to make this community big, powerful and supportive!
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