"I am getting goosebumps"

I don't know where to begin but I wanted to share my story so I came here. I took Silva Ultramind program last 1 month and I have been practicing meditations since. I have been struggling with wrong and toxic people all my life. I am not married yet because I am not finding the right person. There was a person in my life who exploited me and I always felt like this relationship is killing me from inside out and I suffer from depression. One day I thought I would practice the mental video technique but I didn't do the correct way I asked the wrong question to higher intelligence that if this person I am supposed to be with and if this person will one day ask me to marry him instead of playing with me. I am getting goosebumps but how can I describe that I received step-by-step instructions from a power that this person came to my life and showed me actually he is a player. The funny thing is he was not in contact with me last 1 year and suddenly how he called me and wanted to meet me? I now understand that it was God who came in his form and told me he is a player indeed. I now have blocked this person fully from my life. I have also taken a pledge that I held myself responsible I will ban this person from my life and I deserve better. Thanks to Silva Ultramind. I now feel that God is there.