Right now, I am 50 and recovering from breast cancer treatment.
By the time I get the diagnosis I was already very depressed crying and having those crazy thoughts like jumping from somewhere and disappear, but I did not want to do that to my only daughter or my twin sister or my parents, I need it to do something just didn't know what.
Then, the diagnosis came out, didn't feel scared about dying but now I have to focus in the very busy prosses of the cancer treatment, decided not to think too much about that and during my commutes to the hospital that was an hour and a half in the subway, decided to keep myself busy re reading and reding some of the books I have in my shelves. I read in total 3 books.
In other hand I remember having some feelings with two guys I always find in social media that my mind repealed, one was a very famous Cristian singer, I like his songs but for some reason I just didn't like his personality, the other one always pop up in my Instagram, I follow mindvalley page don't remember when I started following and this guy was always talking I didn't even listen to him and just skip it, didn't even know his name.
One day I decided to figure out why I felt like this with those two, and with other things in my live like my closet for instance, first made peace with the singer and my closet, then when I started with the other guy it blows my mind, he was talking about the silva method and how to learn about it! I thought ok maybe is s sing and immediately started learning the method in YouTube and my bad feelings for Vishen just banish.
Today I am a Mindvalley member and tomorrow is my last day of the Silva ultra-mind Method.
I will continue learning from all the wonderful content in the community. I am very grateful for that, and I am feeling good right now thank you very much.
*I could write it in Spanish but trying to get more confident with my writing English skills)
Best wishes for everybody
YM