Hello everyone! This will be long but good and relevant and I hope will inspire and help anyone interested in this subject so writing with love and healing thoughts for all, and with much gratitude for this course, Vishen and Mindvalley! ❤️ I sat listening to Vishen in today’s lesson with tears of gratitude and happiness rolling down my cheeks! I am a stage IV cancer survivor who had a very rare and aggressive type of lymphoma originating in the kidneys w/an average year life span and poor prognosis. Diagnosed @age 36 and a single mom to an autistic toddler who really needed me and did not have anywhere else reliable to go, the fear of dying upon my initial stage IV diagnosis was overwhelming. I was so afraid to leave him- it was crippling and overwhelming every part of treatment. As I had major surgery and then failed chemo after chemo the prognosis only got worse.
Having been a reiki practitioner in my early 20s I actually used to volunteer in a hospital and do reiki on cancer patients, never did I think I would be one at age 36. I knew that I had gotten off of my path and the quest of my soul in life but was not sure if I could get back or how to. I looked up some cancer advice one night on the website and thought that if I was going to die, I was going to put everything I could into this battle. I had already tried it more eastern style healing techniques right at diagnosis, using diet, supplements and Tong Reng therapy but to no avail ended up with the blood clot in my vena cava right under my heart and actually had to have emergency surgery to intervene and save my life as it was slipping at that very point. And then got to the point where I did rely on Western medicine and fails all of that. Oncologists at both Mass General and Dana Farber in Boston, both told me I would not have more than two months and I knew this was true because before all the chemo even begin they stepped in with that emergency surgery to intervene and did take it out with only fragments of cells remaining which had grown back to their original size during the chemo. It seems nothing was working. I realized what was missing though was the ‘me’ in the battle. Relying solely on eastern or western healing wasn’t helping alone so what about me? Are we going to look up South healers and actually I happened upon one by chance that I contacted and she was amazing. I have never met her before I said this was completely online but letting my intuition guide me works out because her sessions were so helpful and without a main caregiver it was good just to even have the support of another human being sometime as a coach and mentor. Poking around online I found a book called ‘Getting Well Again’ by O. Carl Simonton... was actually the book I believe first before I found her they were both right around the same time in purchasing this book....
I don’t Think I would’ve survived if not for this book. The first part is just stories of people that had basically the worst of the worst prognosis like me, yet made it anyway.... these stories were like the patient stories online that gave me hope. I needed to know it was possible because everything around me told me it wasn’t...the determination of not leaving my son know that was there and that needed to resonate with some thing and hope is what propelled it. The second half of the book are small little exercises and they really aren’t just for cancer patients it’s just that him and his wife worked with cancer patients they can be applied towards any type of healing and I apply every single one and I did the visualizations and I did them in his specific ways, day and night.
My son requires a lot of energy so I always thought there would not be time to meditate, until I made time. I did some Remote sessions with the energy healer, now my good friends as well and relied upon this book is my guide. It May have been mentioned in the book I later would go into a coma from neurotoxicity of a clinical trial so I don’t remember every detail, but until vision mentioned it I did not know that Siminton was a Silva student and inc. has techniques but knowing sometimes tones techniques I do now see that! In June I will be in remission five years and I have worked as a cancer patient advocate since, either by going out with companies or helping cancer patients that find me online, I also moderate and immunotherapy forum....
Carl Simonton’s book is what I always recommend, always. I have watched cancer patients die because they believe they were going to and not to blame the wrong colleges but the figures and the numbers and their oncologist supported this. I I have a poem that I wrote while I was dying but you can see by the words that instead I was tapped into some thing beyond. In my healing work and visualization, I was able to manifest my cure. I love how vision mentions desire because I used to think in my head oh yeah sure it’s easy to save your own life when you’re dying I mean who wouldn’t have the desire to do that?
My desire was resolute. I told the universe I was not leaving my son. Hard to explain but it was not a telling like my commanding the universe...well Vishen says it best, it was bending reality. Everything supported the reality that was happening that I was dying and I got to the point where I was a few weeks away and I saw that all in my family‘s eyes. But I also get to the point where I learn to transcend that fear, heal what I needed to, eventually send love to my tumors even because they brought me an awareness. I knew that if I died I was going to die myself, my true self once again aligns with my soul and that’s not who started that cancer journey. The universe in a way ‘allowed’ me to bend it due to the place I got where I resonated with it so was able to. Bianka colleges just said both centers told me that I would not make it to the trial that I wanted. It wasn’t even open at Dana-Farber and I MGH it was but there wasn’t a spot open and I would be dead before that so I needed some thing right then and there. I went and got three trials from each of them and I research those three trials and I knew they were not what I needed. I knew The only that could get me what I needed. It was new and for my type of cancer that was a little research but it was my path forward just not available. I wrote to many hospitals in the area and with the help of someone from LLS, I found a spot in Vali. I did not have the money to travel from Boston to California on a regular basis, especially staying for what would need to be a few months towards the end. I did have the money to get out there just that initial time though so I put $500 down for a room and my father was at to accompany me to California. Our flight was leaving that morning and I was filled with unsettled dread of leaving my son behind. It was conflicting as it didn’t seem right but I knew this was the trial in the only trial that would give me the drastic results I needed. I had stage IV cancer and four major organs and the large tumor that grew to my heart causing a blood clot, was back to its original size.
So I Took that step forward. I let the universe know I was willing to do what I needed to do no matter what. I even self published a book for my son because someone’s home will talk about visualizing our future self because as a cancer patient your current self is someone who is surrounded by needles and chemotherapy and your patient on the path to dying and you were surrounded by there so it’s hard to step out of. So I faithfully envisioned my future self and it led me to my original dream in life which was to be an author. I thought I’m going to step it up a bit. I’m not going to just visualize being an author I am going to become an author and become one now. Sure I was dying so I never got to market it it’s not really made me money but it doesn’t matter. The point was to leave a part of my soul for my son so if I did not make it he would still know and remember the lessons I had to teach him. I looked up on line how to self publish and my book was done. I was willing to bend myself and to become what I need to become to heal, to stay alive in this body on this planet! So back to going to California. I could feel the gray cast over me that day it all had to do with leaving my son and I was not comfortable. My father let me know he was 10 minutes away everything was packed and ready.
Then the call came from my oncologists office to NOT GO!! There was a spot that opens at six in the morning that morning I guess my oncologist saw my desire to do this trial whatever it cost and that day instead of leaving my father and I were driving to Mass General Hospital to sign the paperwork for the trial I will never forget the feeling in the air as my father and I walked from that hospital. You see I was leaving the hospital is a stage four cancer patient on the way to dying with very little time, but the electricity and feeling in the air were undeniable. I was also leaving with knowing, and knowing that my non-spiritualistic father couldn’t even deny because I saw in his eyes, in the energy that he felt it too! I was going to live in the synchronicity of it all was one of my cues. I had learned to pay attention to the synchronistic events and this one could not have screamed at me louder!!! I was walking out of the hospital that day with so much uncertainty ahead because this potential trial which was new that MGH could cause neurotoxicity and cytokine release syndrome that killed you. Nevertheless, the was walking out a champion! Of course and dramatic fashion, I did have grade IV neurotoxicity/CRS, unstoppable seizures and a coma. I was patient number four to do this trial at MGH but I also knew I was in good hands because I selected my oncologist. Because I had a rare and severe case right from the start I had been misdiagnosed at the start, I’ve seen many oncologist, I learn to be my own advocate, and I was not afraid to get second opinions and this was the guy who I chose to put my life in his hands. Eleven days in a coma and I remember parts of it in the next few days when my mind was delusional and hallucinating were horrific and would later actually cause horrific PTSD thought I would need to work through. But several days later after waking from the coma and unable to even walk, I would be scans and huge tumors in for major organs what melted away like butter. I still have a page on my Facebook detailing some of my journey, because it was so new I wanted to leave it up for other patients who were scared and seeking information like I had been, so hopefully find some hope. It is clear to see Play some of the things such as even the pome, that I manifested my healing. Sure some nonbelievers could say well it was that trial in science that saved you and that is true as well....but it works for 40% of the people....I bended the possibilities in my favor though that I would be one of them, and also That I would get into that trial at all because I was not supposed to. At least that hardheaded quality I always had a nice came to use because my stubbornness helped save my life as well! On smaller scales I have shared hope to many cancer patient sense and I will go on to tell my story and let others know that you can heal from cancer or other deadly diseases or what ever it was in life that you need to heal from. Not only can you heal from terminal illnesses but all of these things are required in away because they serve as Learning tools to shape us. There’s so little about cancer survivor ship and when it comes to spirituality there’s even less. terminal illness can be a gift that helps give your life back to you and put you back on path. In fact not only gives it back but helps you live by the true path of your soul. Another really important person actually in my journey was vision. I have been a long time practitioner of his six phase meditation and regularly used and still use it during my entire cancer journey. The silver method is actually what made me first discover mindvalley and this was before my cancer battle. I think I did the trial and looked over the materials but you know people sometimes feel like we’re too busy, or we don’t have enough money to invest in ourselves but my cancer journey taught me the importance of investing in yourself, even if you have little...there’s always a way. I am nuerodiverse myself but my son’s struggle express themselves a bit more severe so I had a lot of stress in my life in there can be still a lot of stress but I quickly learned that by doing Vishen’s six phase meditation in the morning before my son got up, that I could be more present when he woke up instead of feeling sorry for myself because being a single parent is hard work, I could better be there for him. In fact with the six phase meditation alone I even manifested a Disney cruise for my son and I after my own remission. I saw some things I didn’t like on the cruise though and fell into a BRULE I believed about money that I would become a bad person if I had money so I shut myself off after for a little bit. Life is always a journey, always a lesson! But I wanted to mention the importance of that meditation in my journey as well, and still now. As well, because I love to write my heart just opened in this had to pour out when I sat there and listened to vision talk about O. Carl Simonton, the man who with his book was a mentor to me during the most trying time of my life! And I am certain this is yet another synchronistic event and sometimes we see that all these these events come together as they all end up tying into one path. I wanted to share my story when I watched the healing video and participated in the lesson, and also share my gratitude. I am so happy to be a part of this amazing program!!! I hope The right people will come to my story, regardless of what type of healing you are in need of, and believe that you truly can get it no matter how dire your situation. In fact, do not let it get severe if it is not! I Always loved the drama movies maybe I watched a little bit too much because it seemed I really had to manifest some pretty dramatic events in order to listen to my soul...I want to be a beacon of light for all of humanity, as we can because I think as we all lift each other up and shine our light said then go onto impact those around us and those we come across, that eventually mankind will get to a place in consciousness where we really do not have to suffer so much to learn the lesson’s of our soul. Perhaps the hero’s journey should be rewritten and shown in a different life so we will collectively believe that it does not take a deep amount of suffering to transform. But if you find yourself in a situation where a deep amount is indeed upon you, then it only means your potential is all the more greater!
Love and light to you all, thank you for reading!!! I hope I did not get to off track because I can tend to do that for sure...I am just so excited and beyond belief that Simonton is a part of this course and am hoping that sharing my story will help others to believe!!! I will attach a photo of my scan, in less than a two week time period stage IV cancer in four major organs turned to full remission!
The only amount let up in the scan was just that exiting the bladder....and a photo of me current day.
Mindvalley’s programs have been a wonderful part of my transformative journey....and now as I come upon five years in remission this June, in another synchronistic manner I find myself enrolled in the Silva Ultramind class with O. Carl Simonton being a part of the studies.
Having been a reiki practitioner in my early 20s I actually used to volunteer in a hospital and do reiki on cancer patients, never did I think I would be one at age 36. I knew that I had gotten off of my path and the quest of my soul in life but was not sure if I could get back or how to. I looked up some cancer advice one night on the website and thought that if I was going to die, I was going to put everything I could into this battle. I had already tried it more eastern style healing techniques right at diagnosis, using diet, supplements and Tong Reng therapy but to no avail ended up with the blood clot in my vena cava right under my heart and actually had to have emergency surgery to intervene and save my life as it was slipping at that very point. And then got to the point where I did rely on Western medicine and fails all of that. Oncologists at both Mass General and Dana Farber in Boston, both told me I would not have more than two months and I knew this was true because before all the chemo even begin they stepped in with that emergency surgery to intervene and did take it out with only fragments of cells remaining which had grown back to their original size during the chemo. It seems nothing was working. I realized what was missing though was the ‘me’ in the battle. Relying solely on eastern or western healing wasn’t helping alone so what about me? Are we going to look up South healers and actually I happened upon one by chance that I contacted and she was amazing. I have never met her before I said this was completely online but letting my intuition guide me works out because her sessions were so helpful and without a main caregiver it was good just to even have the support of another human being sometime as a coach and mentor. Poking around online I found a book called ‘Getting Well Again’ by O. Carl Simonton... was actually the book I believe first before I found her they were both right around the same time in purchasing this book....
I don’t Think I would’ve survived if not for this book. The first part is just stories of people that had basically the worst of the worst prognosis like me, yet made it anyway.... these stories were like the patient stories online that gave me hope. I needed to know it was possible because everything around me told me it wasn’t...the determination of not leaving my son know that was there and that needed to resonate with some thing and hope is what propelled it. The second half of the book are small little exercises and they really aren’t just for cancer patients it’s just that him and his wife worked with cancer patients they can be applied towards any type of healing and I apply every single one and I did the visualizations and I did them in his specific ways, day and night.
My son requires a lot of energy so I always thought there would not be time to meditate, until I made time. I did some Remote sessions with the energy healer, now my good friends as well and relied upon this book is my guide. It May have been mentioned in the book I later would go into a coma from neurotoxicity of a clinical trial so I don’t remember every detail, but until vision mentioned it I did not know that Siminton was a Silva student and inc. has techniques but knowing sometimes tones techniques I do now see that! In June I will be in remission five years and I have worked as a cancer patient advocate since, either by going out with companies or helping cancer patients that find me online, I also moderate and immunotherapy forum....
Carl Simonton’s book is what I always recommend, always. I have watched cancer patients die because they believe they were going to and not to blame the wrong colleges but the figures and the numbers and their oncologist supported this. I I have a poem that I wrote while I was dying but you can see by the words that instead I was tapped into some thing beyond. In my healing work and visualization, I was able to manifest my cure. I love how vision mentions desire because I used to think in my head oh yeah sure it’s easy to save your own life when you’re dying I mean who wouldn’t have the desire to do that?
My desire was resolute. I told the universe I was not leaving my son. Hard to explain but it was not a telling like my commanding the universe...well Vishen says it best, it was bending reality. Everything supported the reality that was happening that I was dying and I got to the point where I was a few weeks away and I saw that all in my family‘s eyes. But I also get to the point where I learn to transcend that fear, heal what I needed to, eventually send love to my tumors even because they brought me an awareness. I knew that if I died I was going to die myself, my true self once again aligns with my soul and that’s not who started that cancer journey. The universe in a way ‘allowed’ me to bend it due to the place I got where I resonated with it so was able to. Bianka colleges just said both centers told me that I would not make it to the trial that I wanted. It wasn’t even open at Dana-Farber and I MGH it was but there wasn’t a spot open and I would be dead before that so I needed some thing right then and there. I went and got three trials from each of them and I research those three trials and I knew they were not what I needed. I knew The only that could get me what I needed. It was new and for my type of cancer that was a little research but it was my path forward just not available. I wrote to many hospitals in the area and with the help of someone from LLS, I found a spot in Vali. I did not have the money to travel from Boston to California on a regular basis, especially staying for what would need to be a few months towards the end. I did have the money to get out there just that initial time though so I put $500 down for a room and my father was at to accompany me to California. Our flight was leaving that morning and I was filled with unsettled dread of leaving my son behind. It was conflicting as it didn’t seem right but I knew this was the trial in the only trial that would give me the drastic results I needed. I had stage IV cancer and four major organs and the large tumor that grew to my heart causing a blood clot, was back to its original size.
So I Took that step forward. I let the universe know I was willing to do what I needed to do no matter what. I even self published a book for my son because someone’s home will talk about visualizing our future self because as a cancer patient your current self is someone who is surrounded by needles and chemotherapy and your patient on the path to dying and you were surrounded by there so it’s hard to step out of. So I faithfully envisioned my future self and it led me to my original dream in life which was to be an author. I thought I’m going to step it up a bit. I’m not going to just visualize being an author I am going to become an author and become one now. Sure I was dying so I never got to market it it’s not really made me money but it doesn’t matter. The point was to leave a part of my soul for my son so if I did not make it he would still know and remember the lessons I had to teach him. I looked up on line how to self publish and my book was done. I was willing to bend myself and to become what I need to become to heal, to stay alive in this body on this planet! So back to going to California. I could feel the gray cast over me that day it all had to do with leaving my son and I was not comfortable. My father let me know he was 10 minutes away everything was packed and ready.
Then the call came from my oncologists office to NOT GO!! There was a spot that opens at six in the morning that morning I guess my oncologist saw my desire to do this trial whatever it cost and that day instead of leaving my father and I were driving to Mass General Hospital to sign the paperwork for the trial I will never forget the feeling in the air as my father and I walked from that hospital. You see I was leaving the hospital is a stage four cancer patient on the way to dying with very little time, but the electricity and feeling in the air were undeniable. I was also leaving with knowing, and knowing that my non-spiritualistic father couldn’t even deny because I saw in his eyes, in the energy that he felt it too! I was going to live in the synchronicity of it all was one of my cues. I had learned to pay attention to the synchronistic events and this one could not have screamed at me louder!!! I was walking out of the hospital that day with so much uncertainty ahead because this potential trial which was new that MGH could cause neurotoxicity and cytokine release syndrome that killed you. Nevertheless, the was walking out a champion! Of course and dramatic fashion, I did have grade IV neurotoxicity/CRS, unstoppable seizures and a coma. I was patient number four to do this trial at MGH but I also knew I was in good hands because I selected my oncologist. Because I had a rare and severe case right from the start I had been misdiagnosed at the start, I’ve seen many oncologist, I learn to be my own advocate, and I was not afraid to get second opinions and this was the guy who I chose to put my life in his hands. Eleven days in a coma and I remember parts of it in the next few days when my mind was delusional and hallucinating were horrific and would later actually cause horrific PTSD thought I would need to work through. But several days later after waking from the coma and unable to even walk, I would be scans and huge tumors in for major organs what melted away like butter. I still have a page on my Facebook detailing some of my journey, because it was so new I wanted to leave it up for other patients who were scared and seeking information like I had been, so hopefully find some hope. It is clear to see Play some of the things such as even the pome, that I manifested my healing. Sure some nonbelievers could say well it was that trial in science that saved you and that is true as well....but it works for 40% of the people....I bended the possibilities in my favor though that I would be one of them, and also That I would get into that trial at all because I was not supposed to. At least that hardheaded quality I always had a nice came to use because my stubbornness helped save my life as well! On smaller scales I have shared hope to many cancer patient sense and I will go on to tell my story and let others know that you can heal from cancer or other deadly diseases or what ever it was in life that you need to heal from. Not only can you heal from terminal illnesses but all of these things are required in away because they serve as Learning tools to shape us. There’s so little about cancer survivor ship and when it comes to spirituality there’s even less. terminal illness can be a gift that helps give your life back to you and put you back on path. In fact not only gives it back but helps you live by the true path of your soul. Another really important person actually in my journey was vision. I have been a long time practitioner of his six phase meditation and regularly used and still use it during my entire cancer journey. The silver method is actually what made me first discover mindvalley and this was before my cancer battle. I think I did the trial and looked over the materials but you know people sometimes feel like we’re too busy, or we don’t have enough money to invest in ourselves but my cancer journey taught me the importance of investing in yourself, even if you have little...there’s always a way. I am nuerodiverse myself but my son’s struggle express themselves a bit more severe so I had a lot of stress in my life in there can be still a lot of stress but I quickly learned that by doing Vishen’s six phase meditation in the morning before my son got up, that I could be more present when he woke up instead of feeling sorry for myself because being a single parent is hard work, I could better be there for him. In fact with the six phase meditation alone I even manifested a Disney cruise for my son and I after my own remission. I saw some things I didn’t like on the cruise though and fell into a BRULE I believed about money that I would become a bad person if I had money so I shut myself off after for a little bit. Life is always a journey, always a lesson! But I wanted to mention the importance of that meditation in my journey as well, and still now. As well, because I love to write my heart just opened in this had to pour out when I sat there and listened to vision talk about O. Carl Simonton, the man who with his book was a mentor to me during the most trying time of my life! And I am certain this is yet another synchronistic event and sometimes we see that all these these events come together as they all end up tying into one path. I wanted to share my story when I watched the healing video and participated in the lesson, and also share my gratitude. I am so happy to be a part of this amazing program!!! I hope The right people will come to my story, regardless of what type of healing you are in need of, and believe that you truly can get it no matter how dire your situation. In fact, do not let it get severe if it is not! I Always loved the drama movies maybe I watched a little bit too much because it seemed I really had to manifest some pretty dramatic events in order to listen to my soul...I want to be a beacon of light for all of humanity, as we can because I think as we all lift each other up and shine our light said then go onto impact those around us and those we come across, that eventually mankind will get to a place in consciousness where we really do not have to suffer so much to learn the lesson’s of our soul. Perhaps the hero’s journey should be rewritten and shown in a different life so we will collectively believe that it does not take a deep amount of suffering to transform. But if you find yourself in a situation where a deep amount is indeed upon you, then it only means your potential is all the more greater!
Love and light to you all, thank you for reading!!! I hope I did not get to off track because I can tend to do that for sure...I am just so excited and beyond belief that Simonton is a part of this course and am hoping that sharing my story will help others to believe!!! I will attach a photo of my scan, in less than a two week time period stage IV cancer in four major organs turned to full remission!
The only amount let up in the scan was just that exiting the bladder....and a photo of me current day.
Mindvalley’s programs have been a wonderful part of my transformative journey....and now as I come upon five years in remission this June, in another synchronistic manner I find myself enrolled in the Silva Ultramind class with O. Carl Simonton being a part of the studies.