I am ready to remember how to take over the control again

I think this is the program I signed up for, but it has been some time and I am not sure. I missed the July 27 start date, so I am starting today. In the meantime I watched Vishen's free program, Jim Kwik on learning how to learn, and Lisa Nichols' program. I started Mr. Beckwith's program last night but had to quit when my daughter Skyped me from the States and today I was working. I hope to get back to it. My story concerning this topic began many many many years ago when I happened upon Jose Silva's Silva Mind Control book. (I must still have it somewhere.) I read it and practiced the techniques which started me on my spiritual journey --- getting in touch with my inner strengths and messages. Then life got busy -- raising two kids, teaching English, focusing on everyday life on the physical plain. When the kids started school, I studied Oriental Medicine (kampo herbal medicine, shiasu and acupuncture.) I also learned Reiki and became a Reiki master, When my father passed I was able o get messages from him as his spirit began clearing the medications he had been on for his cancer and later I was able to get his advice when I needed help with financial problems and finding a condo to buy in Michigan. Beautiful sense of loving guidance. Recently I have again drifted away from my physical exercise routines (pools are closed) and meditation practice (no excuse) and I am ready to remember how to take over the controls again.