Why do I feel the way I do?
Why do I feel different?
I just want to end it all?
Why do I feel different?
I just want to end it all?
In 2016 I was assaulted as a serving British Police officer, that moment changed my life and over 2 years my mental health would decline, simply because I couldn't express the way I felt, so I buried it.
In 2018 I broke, I ended up in a mental health system that served to give me a label and to protect the organisation I worked for rather than empower me to understand why I felt the way I do.
Broken, crying and feeling like I had lost everything a voice whispered, "no is going to help you".
As a former soldier you learn resilience and for some reason, in that moment I just thought, you have lost everything your dignity, your job but you still have your family.
I opened Facebook and on my feed was a lady who would become my mentor Marisa Peer.
It was a free masterclass for her Mindvalley course.
I watched the video and it was if she was talking to me, then came the rub. I couldn't afford the course but I remember the video saying author.
I went straight to Amazon and bought her book Ultimate Confidence.
That purchase would change my life.
Whilst following the book and then doing Marisa's RTT Hypnotherapy recording I remember this so clearly.
Day 10 - I sat in an open receiving position, legs crossed. The audio started and what I now know to be the opening of my third eye, I started to see specks of white light, this light grew and it covered me, like an expanding energy. This energy then rushed down to my feet then back up through my body and everything lifted. I just felt pure love.
I would go on, in the coming months to meet Marisa and have other God moments, where I would connect to source.
I have taken part in a number of Mindvalley quests to further my awakening.
I am now a trainer for Marisa and the RTT school but my next evolution is as a Certified Mindvalley Coach.
All of my experience and knowledge thus far and the hundreds of transformations I have helped people with have brought me back home to help Mindvalley impact a Billion lives.
I am so proud of what Mindvalley and the wider mentors, coaches and community give to the world.
I have had the honour and privilege of not only learning through Marisa and Vishen but also Lisa Nichols and Regan Hillyer.
Soulvana is my go to app to reconnect to source and I can't wait to complete my Certified Mindvalley Coach certification.
My dream be more, serve more, work less.
The journey of transformation is a process and having a stage to make impact is my goal.
One day I will tell this story in a quest or on stage at a Mindvalley event.
Watch this space, because to quote Vishen I am #unfuckablewith
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