"I just discovered this program exactly the time I needed it the most in my life"

I just discovered this program exactly the time I needed it the most in my life. I am recently divorced from a longer-term marriage, shortly followed by the ending of a year-long passionate relationship. I have become self-aware enough to understand that how I move through these difficult times has everything to do with my self-care, self-love, and how I choose to respond to how my life unfolds; and that I have more control than I thought on how my life unfolds. 
I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with the man I recently was seeing post-divorce. We were passionate, loving, committed and along the way, I managed to sabotage the relationship to a point of no return. This is when I knew I had to get to the root of my being to figure out why and how I feel I don't deserve love. 
Just in the first week of this program, and some videos I have watched from Mindvalley, I have already stopped the process of being a victim and embracing the process, the good that has and will come from it and how I can manifest my future happy self, with or without a man/companion in my life. 
By the end of this program, I know I will be more balanced, calm, peaceful and have a positive objective about who I am and what I deserve to be happy in this life; it starts by loving me.