Hi, Before this program, I felt like my life was going nowhere. I am a lover of Jesus and even with my relationship with Him, I felt it was flat and uninspiring. Not that I blame Him (haha) but I know that I was the one who had problems. I was running my own company and I wasn't as inspired when I started it. I was feeling bored, and was doubting if it was going to be the company that God meant it to be. I believe it was Him who gave me the company and said it was meant to bless people. Over the years, with all the problems I've gone through, I felt I was drained and tired to the point that I think I went into depression. During those times, God has healed me and lifted me up. But still something inside me was not 100% healed or inspired.
Before joining Mindvalley, I had this conversation with God, and He was inviting me to another adventure. Because He knows I like adventures, thats the way He tries to get my attention. But since I felt so tired of my life, I told Him I couldn't anymore, that I don't have the strength go through another journey in my life, because Im sure that trials and problems are inevitable in these journeys. And knowing God, His ways to teach and strengthen me all these years always come with obstacles. And so I said, "God I really want to go to adventures with you, I really do, but if I was to go through the same emotions all over again, then I don’t like to. I would respectfully like to decline your invitation or just answer it another day, because I don’t know if I still have strength and fight left in me to go through another bloody battle. Now, you know why Im afraid (haha like He doesn’t), so please understand.” Next days after, He still kept inviting me to come with Him. And everyday I would tell Him I'm afraid with different detailed explanations. Until one day, as He invited me again, I felt like He was saying that it was my last chance to join Him. As if the bus was already leaving and so I had no choice but to give Him an answer. And so I said, “I really want to go with you, but Im afraid and we both know why. So to show you I really want to come with you but couldn’t, let me ask you, how can I remove my doubts and fear? I fear the unknown. I dont know where you’re taking me. I don’t know how hard the adventure is or how much it will entail from me. So how? How do I remove this fear? Can you just use your power/magic and remove it? He didn’t answer. The next day, He answered with a question. He asked me "if I am to leave now and go without you, how would your life look like?”. I answered “uuhmm, it would still be hard, scary, painful, and bloody I guess. But it would be purposeless and sad Im sure because I wont be doing it for you, since you're not with me. At least if you’re with me, I would be happy and fulfilled knowing I’m doing all these for a purpose, because its for you”. And He said, “so does that answer your question?”. That day, I took His hand and agreed to go on to our next adventure. I was still afraid and I still had my doubts. But it didn’t matter to Him. And so I was drawn to Vishen's videos and mindvalley. I was doubtful at first because I always filter my learnings and make sure the things I take in would be okay with my God. I also don't believe in religion but in my relationship with my God and so I'm kind of protective when it comes to my faith. I am a Christian yes, but I see myself as different, as I don't like rules and sometimes disagree with most of what people in my community say. But I appreciate them, I just think we have different opinions. So since Vishen really got me hooked, and God said He's okay with it and we could handle it, then so I jumped. All I can says is I am amazed. I am awed by almost everything that I have learned. Not only about myself but about the world that we live in.
The best synchronicity is --many things that Vishen said, God has already told me over the years. Most them are just so weird, most of the time I kept it to myself. And hearing Vishen say all those things just confirmed to me how God is amazing and beautiful and oohh so awesome. Vishen also said many things that I didn't know and were very enlightening. Now, I am a new person. The old has gone, the new has come. Now I am excited and insired to live my life again. I felt this way only twice in my life. The days I was born again in 2000, and now in this quest during ECQ. Oh how God works in wonderful and amazing ways I will not be able to know and understand. Indeed His ways are higher than my ways, and my thoughts are higher than my thoughts. Vishen, you are a blessing. Thank you. You have been God's tool to touch and change my life. Despite the thought (I don't know if its a fact) that we might have different names for our higher beings, my God has used you for my life. You are sure to change the lives of many. With that I honor you. I almost want to say I love you haha. My prayer for you is, I pray someday you will know your higher being. And you will be able to know His name and stand by it. Because if you are able to do amazing things with the help of someone generally named, how much more if you truly Know Him specifically, truly having a loving relationship with a God, the same relationship we have with humans. Love you, God bless you and mulitply you, and may His favor shine upon you. In Jesus' name.
Before joining Mindvalley, I had this conversation with God, and He was inviting me to another adventure. Because He knows I like adventures, thats the way He tries to get my attention. But since I felt so tired of my life, I told Him I couldn't anymore, that I don't have the strength go through another journey in my life, because Im sure that trials and problems are inevitable in these journeys. And knowing God, His ways to teach and strengthen me all these years always come with obstacles. And so I said, "God I really want to go to adventures with you, I really do, but if I was to go through the same emotions all over again, then I don’t like to. I would respectfully like to decline your invitation or just answer it another day, because I don’t know if I still have strength and fight left in me to go through another bloody battle. Now, you know why Im afraid (haha like He doesn’t), so please understand.” Next days after, He still kept inviting me to come with Him. And everyday I would tell Him I'm afraid with different detailed explanations. Until one day, as He invited me again, I felt like He was saying that it was my last chance to join Him. As if the bus was already leaving and so I had no choice but to give Him an answer. And so I said, “I really want to go with you, but Im afraid and we both know why. So to show you I really want to come with you but couldn’t, let me ask you, how can I remove my doubts and fear? I fear the unknown. I dont know where you’re taking me. I don’t know how hard the adventure is or how much it will entail from me. So how? How do I remove this fear? Can you just use your power/magic and remove it? He didn’t answer. The next day, He answered with a question. He asked me "if I am to leave now and go without you, how would your life look like?”. I answered “uuhmm, it would still be hard, scary, painful, and bloody I guess. But it would be purposeless and sad Im sure because I wont be doing it for you, since you're not with me. At least if you’re with me, I would be happy and fulfilled knowing I’m doing all these for a purpose, because its for you”. And He said, “so does that answer your question?”. That day, I took His hand and agreed to go on to our next adventure. I was still afraid and I still had my doubts. But it didn’t matter to Him. And so I was drawn to Vishen's videos and mindvalley. I was doubtful at first because I always filter my learnings and make sure the things I take in would be okay with my God. I also don't believe in religion but in my relationship with my God and so I'm kind of protective when it comes to my faith. I am a Christian yes, but I see myself as different, as I don't like rules and sometimes disagree with most of what people in my community say. But I appreciate them, I just think we have different opinions. So since Vishen really got me hooked, and God said He's okay with it and we could handle it, then so I jumped. All I can says is I am amazed. I am awed by almost everything that I have learned. Not only about myself but about the world that we live in.
The best synchronicity is --many things that Vishen said, God has already told me over the years. Most them are just so weird, most of the time I kept it to myself. And hearing Vishen say all those things just confirmed to me how God is amazing and beautiful and oohh so awesome. Vishen also said many things that I didn't know and were very enlightening. Now, I am a new person. The old has gone, the new has come. Now I am excited and insired to live my life again. I felt this way only twice in my life. The days I was born again in 2000, and now in this quest during ECQ. Oh how God works in wonderful and amazing ways I will not be able to know and understand. Indeed His ways are higher than my ways, and my thoughts are higher than my thoughts. Vishen, you are a blessing. Thank you. You have been God's tool to touch and change my life. Despite the thought (I don't know if its a fact) that we might have different names for our higher beings, my God has used you for my life. You are sure to change the lives of many. With that I honor you. I almost want to say I love you haha. My prayer for you is, I pray someday you will know your higher being. And you will be able to know His name and stand by it. Because if you are able to do amazing things with the help of someone generally named, how much more if you truly Know Him specifically, truly having a loving relationship with a God, the same relationship we have with humans. Love you, God bless you and mulitply you, and may His favor shine upon you. In Jesus' name.