"I have always wanted to make a much bigger impact in the world"

Before this program I have mainly worked in Education with children from 0-18 with adults from 20’s - 80’s. Teaching many subjects, both high and low achievers, counselling, coaching, managing small businesses and one multi -national one. I keep very fit Squash, Dance, Yoga, Run on most days weekly. Have 2 Adult children. Single, live alone, care for my friend’s two little boys aged 4 and 6yrs 2 days per week since they were born. I have many friends but also love being alone. I read a lot and have many interests, am always learning. But am very frustrated because I have always wanted to make a much bigger impact in the world. I’ve never known how; and have tried and been disappointed trying things which haven’t worked. So I have tried many things unsuccessfully, lose focus and want to sort this out.