Following yet another life trauma, I searched for answers. Funnily enough, I recall the very Silva seminar Vishen discusses he attended, in LA. I wanted to attend so-o badly, however, I simply could not find the funds to do so. So, Vishen!, who knows, we could've been '2' in attendance, and Silva buddies, all these many years, had I been able to attend! Sigh, life 'turns', huh?! In search of "Why is this happening to ME?", and, "What could I have done differently?" etc, and so on.. I discovered people - people who knew, what I wanted to know, and appeared to have answers I needed.
As traumas kept coming, I learned to stop cowering in a corner, and through much devastating experience, I now ask only, "What is this one here to teach me?" - as I know, I've 'brought it'. My search continued. I eventually landed on 'webinars! What a concept? Drawn in, I listened, and listened, and listened some more. In and amongst, I found Mindvalley. Intrigued beyond words, I yearned to take EVERY course offered. That, however, was my biggest stumbler - I wanted to take Everything!!
I was becoming knowledgable in so many areas of energy, medium-ship, intuition, & so on - and, I was getting THE best parking spots, always! Lol, my point is, I was on the precipice & 'oh-so-close' of SO much, without full understanding of ANYTHING! My lo-long time dream; To own & operate my Retreat, wherein, I am an Eminent, Masterful Empath, Healer & Joy-facilitator, renowned world-wide for Ultimate Efficiency & Fun, in Transformative Care & Support - I AM, a Happiness Conduit! Lol, so detailed, I find myself 'residing' there, quite often. Sigh, about a month & a half ago, I listened - again - to Jeffrey Allen, was this the one I'd choose? Um, maybe Marisa's should be! No, wait, Jim Kwik would be best, to get my mind at IT's best! I second-guessed myself to pieces - again. Cost, being my biggest downfall, I couldn't decide - for MANY years now, I still couldn't decide! Life change occurred!!... when next, I listened to Vishen's 'latest' - SILVA?!!! Well, THAT was the sign I needed - this, would be MY course!
Imagine how delighted I was, when at the end of his Master Class, I heard Vishen talk about 'All Access'! Had my problems of indecision, and cost too, been solved? - finally? I signed up!.. Initially thinking, I'll take 3 or 4 at a time!! Lol, I am extremely glad I held myself back. I've taken just one, for now - Silva! I couldn't be happier with my choice. I've shared with my family, my 2 best friends, and even a new friend, who has been searching for me for years, to buy my CD, that she misplaced long ago (my CD? - that's a super fun story for another time -smile-) Anyhoo, I've always known, and Vishen confirmed at the onset, teaching, is THE best way of retaining what you're learning! Have I been teaching!!??!! Oh yeah, I have!! Maybe, that's why I got a 93.3 on the Knowledge Test! Suffice to say, my Retreat feels closer than ever, my family has begun to lessen the 'you're such a weirdo!' attitude toward me - yup, another long story. I have been, what I've 'dubbed', a Heart Healer, for a very long time now - always declaring, "I will, although I don't really know what I'm doing."
Via this amazing Quest... I am more confident in my abilities, more focused on my direction, more alive in my conviction, more energized with new ideas to share, more capable of 'holding my own', more precise in my explanation, more adept in my own intuitive power... I am renewed, and I am raring to go. Enthusiasm is oozing from every pore - can you feel it? Sigh, I am so-o excited for all the next steps in front of me, knowing, with teachers like
Vishen, people who genuinely care, as I do, about making this world a better place - Always, and in All Ways - (yup, that one's mine too - lol) - how can any one of us not be anything but EVERYTHING, from here on? My one & only regret; I do wish I'd been in touch with the Tribe throughout. I played catch up from the start, kept saying, "as soon as.. " - it never came. Next Quest, for sure! I am grateful beyond words, yes, lol - words escape me - to express who I've become - and will be...
Thank you Vishen, &, ALL parties concerned!