"I am learning to trust!"

I was searching for miracles in my life. I knew , I just knew that there is a higher consciousness and the first book that exposed me to this concept was 'The power of your subconscious mind' by Joseph Murphy almost 15 years ago. This book jolted me to the extent of questioning belief systems. This opened my life to more such concepts like 'The Secret' , 'Heal your Life' and so on. As this was unfolding so were the struggles. Now that I write and think of that I believe my soul was exposed to this greater knowing to handle the constantly unfolding struggles in my life. And then, the beautiful destruction happened and I was thrown from one country to another country and moved again to another state. All in a span of 1 year - in the year 2019 with absolutely nothing in my bank account. I did not even remotely know or understand why this happened, until I heard Vishen say that the beautiful destruction happens so there are more possibilities that can open in your life to align with the soul's purpose. Now I know! So in my soul searching journey (I could write a book about this and I will definitely do it!), I kept looking for miracles and divine guidance. Then among the many courses, I signed up for Silva UltraMind. This brought in many changes which I don't know how to explain. These are not materialistic, money or career related. This change that happened was inside of me. During #Day 25 when writing in my 'journal about the magic I witnessed today, I suddenly had this realization that I was just happy, for the past few days I was not searching for any meaning or trying to look for miracles or divine guidance because I realized 'I am the miracle' and 'I am the divine'. This shook me to the core and things have been unfolding inside of me which I know is taking me in the right direction. I am learning to trust! This is a game changer for me and I am forever thankful for being able to share this. The picture I have attached is of my son and I enjoying the first snowfall of 2019 after our cross country move! The 13 year old who tagged along with his mom from his known surroundings to a new country and new people, who has been my biggest source of strength. --Jaya