After successfully manifesting 3 levels of businesses (Brothers In Arms Building Better lives FREE program for men which I started in a homeless shelter for women and children, my one on one coaching practice, and my group workshops for all of humanity) as I did and still doing the inner work journey from my head to my heart to find answers for myself so that I can assist ALL of humanity to help end their suffering for 8 years I immersed myself onto the path, and universe showed me it was time for me to teach the world how they too can exit their karmic cycles of suffering and enter the path of the their dharma/higher conscious experience and expression.
However COVID happened, and all the external spaces where I hosted group workshops had to close. Many places were forced to close their doors permanently. And I FROZE. I couldn't wrap my mind around doing such a magnificent share of wisdom and processes like breathwork, Lama doing sound healing, guided meditations, dance and so much more ONLINE. I was afraid people won't be able to experience it's magic like they do in an in person live setting. How will I set a sacred container online, how will I serve cacao in ceremony that I prepared with my own hands, and most importantly, HOW WILL ANYONE EVEN FEEL ME? CAN THEY ? AND WILL THEY? I was going in circles and FINALLY SURRENDER into DEEP SILENCE n presence and UNWAVERING TRUST in guidance.
My guidance said. BE PATIENT, DO NOTHING. It isn't time yet. FOCUS on my own healing and wait for instructions. I was in equanimity where everything made sense, so much sense I felt a sense of staying resting in that state of Samadhi. I was doing nothing until it started to bother me a little realizing I won't share if I stayed in this state. But I have a book to write, and all of this wisdom I'd extracted from this journey to share with the world, and the responsibility of raising my 9 year old daughter too. I had to come back but didn't know how.
So I prayed because I was scared that the monkey would return and NOT KNOWING how it will return or even how to facilitate it's return to serve my divine expression n experiences only, immediately the next day I saw Vishens ad for Silva Ultramind Quest. And I KNOW synchronicity when I see it. I registered n before he got to the end I could feel in my entire body that this quest held ALL my answers n had all the help that I need it to bring this vision and help to ALL OF HUMANITY to the world.
Every day was fruitful, my depth of clarity felt like it had suddenly evolved tenfolds and within a few days I had my 2nd experience of my awakening of my Christ within at a whole new level of OMG WOW. I was on a roll and began rewriting my book because my depth of clarity is profound, I felt my body had straightened up just from the energy n confidence alone.
And my memory OMG was on fire in the best possible way, I'm able to retain anything and my memory needed work because of minor strokes I had experienced prior to Silva.
I am now the official the Wednesday morning SILVA BUDDY host for our Wednesday am meetings. I have guided 3 healing purification meditations and EVERYONE loved it so much, the feedback about how they felt their bodies tingling n how light they feel and the love they felt they wanted more ?.
We're now planning to host a bigger platform, one of my dream goals is to become a MINDVALLEY facilitator/partner to share my program with the world and to be interviewed by and meet Vishen, and I HAVE FOUND MY TRIBE , MY MINDVALLEY FAMILY FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD ❤. I didn't know how many people like myself there was until I began immersing myself into MINDVALLEY. I found renewed hope.
What a welcome, encouragement and support. I see with so much clarity I'm high on the energy of this union. So many synchronicities are happening even my mom called n said, I was guided to call you and remind you how much you used to love flying when u were little. Your dad would throw you into the air and you would stick out your hands like wings n fly and she thinks my dad is with me (he left the physical matter realms in September 2020), and she wanted me to know that she thinks I'm going to make it. She said fly, fly and she'll keep praying. Because of MINDVALLEY, I feel brave enough to fly ❤.