"Allowing oneself to feel vulnerable can lead to magic"

My journal "The magic I witnessed today" has many 'small' yet encouraging examples of creating what I wish for. I use the movie screen, the 3 scenes and healing techniques for myself and others frequently and the deepening exercise at least daily to enable this.
 Going within, allowing myself to go deep, to be vulnerable and how that feels for me in that moment is very powerful. And then what I want and how I want to feel. Really experiencing each. 

I have used Silva UltraMind along with EFT to quickly turn myself around on several occasions very recently, from a place of intense emotion to a place of stillness, peace and love flowing though my mind and body.
 The ultimate so far is happening right now. My cherished and deeply loved nursing career of nearly 50 years is about to be terminated due to a government mandate no jab no job - yes a choice but actually no choice as I stay true to my heart and inner knowing. I am aware there will be various viewpoints on this however those are yours to work with. 
 I know there is a further path for me in my health coaching journey that is underway but not fully committed to. For several years I have juggled and fitted this around my nursing work wanting both paths and to some degree having that. 

The magic? In a hour a day online training over the past 5 days in The Grace Process with Lori Leyden I have allowed myself to be vulnerable and let the intense emotions of what I am experiencing rise both on my own and in a live call. To sit with them, feel them, put them up on my movie screen both with the movie and the 3 scenes techniques. 
 Each day on our training, names of those who had committed to writing a comment were put into a computer algorithm for one name to randomly arise. There were about 400 enrolled on this training. On the 5th day was the grand prize of the other prizes plus the gift of a 3 month training - "Grace Filled Living Immersion" with Lori (and much more). I was already feeling committed to enroll. 

Before the name of who would receive this gift was said, I closed my eyes, visualized my movie screen, moved it 30 degrees to the left, saw and felt the emotions I would feel if I had this. The gift, the joy, the gratitude, the love for myself and for those who would benefit from my embracing and embodying this beautiful process. And yes you have got it. It was my name. Then the tears of gratitude that the universe is showing me that my love for nursing especially in caring for sick, premature and well babies and their families as a neonatal nurse, is not closing but is a part of a greater journey.

My learning, always stay close to and trust your heart, your inner knowing. Go deep and feel how you feel even when it is uncomfortable, sit with it and allow the wisdom you have within you to arise. 
 As a health coach I will add, find someone, preferably someone experienced you know has done their personal work, to be able to sit with you, to hold the space for you that you need, and enable you to explore lovingly, gently and safely if there is any chance of your becoming overwhelmed. 

Thank you Jose Silva and Vishan for the opportunity to experience and create this magic. It is only the beginning of more. And, 2 other synchronicities - Grace is my mother's name, the training starts on my son's birthday and another full day is on my husband's birthday. You just can't make this stuff up.