I am forever grateful that following my own intuition last March led me to first find Jeffrey Allen's brilliant Duality Course Masterclass (which I enrolled in directly afterwards), and that from there I found Vishen's great Masterclass about Mindvalley and the wonderful Mindvalley Summit 2021, which lead me to accepted Vishen’s beautiful invitation to us all to join our outstanding Certified Holobody Coaching Course... what a wonderous journey it has been…when I compare where I was last March, spiritually, emotionally, physically, mentally and energetically, to where I am now- almost at the end of the most incredible 4 months of learning I have ever experienced in my life- the results are completely positive in every aspect of my journey...
This Cerified Holobody Coach training, and Holobody 1-1 peer coaching experience, has been the single most effective experience for holistic "Upskilling" of myself that I have ever undertaken, and I am sharing this having already been a serious student of holistic healing for over two decades and having already been fully dedicated and active in putting my learned knowledge, in combination with my intuitive healing gifts from SOURCE, into practice in terms of taking care of and guiding my clients/students, my loved ones, and my 1,000+ member "The Healthy Young Dancer Project" international safe-space, inclusive community, and for taking responsibility for caring for my own health.
Heartfelt thanks Vishen, Ronan, Ajit, Sid, Toma and all of my fellow Mindvalley Tribe members for the openhearted sharing of all of your outstanding wisdom and for being part our collective consciousness that is "holding our beautiful Holobody space" together...I know with the greatest certainty that I have ever know anything that my daughter, Zoë Fiora, and I have finally arrived HOME, and I feel that we are safe, fully accepted for who we are, appreciated and unconditionally loved as part of our equally beloved Mindvalley Tribe, Namaste.
The reason I enrolled in this program was to further self-heal and to learn how to be of even better service for guiding and helping others to self-heal. My relationship with my body has been a complicated one from a very young age as I started training as a ballet dancer at 5-years-old and by the age of fourteen I was already engaged in my first professional contract with a ballet company. As amazing as it was to have achieved this at such a young age, it also meant that I have been in nonstop racing mode and in states of harsh self-criticism, perfectionist-mindset, and restrictive eating patterns continuously since 1994 (and to further add to the strain on my body and mind, this was also while I was in the delicate stages of puberty)...speed forward to 2014 when I joyfully became pregnant with my daughter at the age of 34 (while still dancing professionally at an elite level and only weighing about 110 lbs at the time of conception due to being in the required "in-season performance fitness level" shape) and the journey to her birth in which I learned the very hard way the consequences of being overly demanding on my body to level I had been for such a long period of time. My traumatic birth experience was a direct result of my previous life-style choices, from still having many limiting belief patterns at that time and from already being in a “battle-weary” physical condition even before giving birth due to having sustained many minor and several major injuries during my career as a professional athlete. Furthermore, the experiences of my “pain body” were also compounded by my choosing to continue to perform on our world's top stages throughout all of my injuries and even in times of being physically/mentally unwell and having been out of holistic balance most of my life previously... Though my pregnancy was thankfully classified as “healthy” and even though as soon as I found out Zoë was growing inside me I fast-tracked myself to heal as much as possible physically and mentally and increased my healthy eating amounts significantly to gain enough weight for her to have enough support, her traumatic birth itself was the catalyst that showed me just how deeply my body was indeed "Holding the Score"… and from giving birth to her naturally (after a misdiagnosed caused me to be induced too early), from having also experienced extreme negligence on the part of some of the hospital staff (pre and post giving birth) and from the needed epidural having gone very wrong as part of the overall birth journey, the result was that I sustained some major injuries and post-natally I was unable to bend my spine in any direction without extreme pain, I had had to have a blood transfusion after having become anaemic because I had been left unattended while haemorrhaging right after giving birth, and was in 24-hour sciatic nerve impingement pain (and I was breast-feeding for the first 2 years and 8 months, so I wouldn’t take any pain-relief medicine, but instead trained my mind to control the pain and relied on the love for my daughter to give me all of the strength I needed to overcome my circumstances), and I also experienced major prolapse issues... additionally, my daughter had also needed newborn intensive care unit recovery treatment and follow-up osteopathic care on an ongoing basis since then and I also dedicated myself to her complete holistic healing care needs and recovery program creation from the moment she was born (she had told me “mind to mind” right after her birth that she could not breathe and within 10 mins she was on full oxygen support- if I had not alerted the midwife to “hit the Emergency button”, I was told after the fact that Zoë could have had brain damaged from oxygen deprivation- she is now a super healthy, happy, and thriving 6-year-old, so please no worries there from my sharing this part of our story- I am sharing it for the positive encouragement I hope that it offers to others of just how powerful our minds are to support our own healthy lives and the healthy lives of our loved ones, especially when this power is used in combination with the unlimited power of LOVE)… jump forward 3 years and by 2018 I had managed, through my own skills as a healer, and with the incredible support of my dear friends and fellow healers, Tim King, Consultant Biomechanist and Director of Cione Postural Rejuvenation, Rebecca Davies, Osteopath and Women's Health Specialist in Pregnancy/Postpartum care/pelvic floor and gynaecological health, and Corinne Haas, Intuitive Coach and Transformational healer for women, to have put myself not only “back together”, but to have achieved a "medically unimaginable" state of structural and mental health recovery where I felt even better than I had before the birth (and I had also achieved going back to work in Film and TV as a professional dancer/choreographer when my daughter was only 1.5), and I had also managed to recover almost fully from Post-natal depression and life-long experiences of daily PTSD trigger patterns from having experienced early childhood traumas, dance career trauma, relationship trauma, and giving birth trauma, all through holistic means (I was advised by my doctor to go on antidepressants when my daughter was 1.5, but having tried them and having not liked the feeling of numbness at all and finding that taking them did nothing to actually address the real reasons I was experiencing high levels of anxiety symptoms off and on in what seemed like an unstoppable vicious cycle, I spoke with my doctor and we decided that I would stop taking them 12 weeks after I had started them, and instead that I would start a comprehensive CBP course with a licenced therapist, followed up by an extended course of PTSD recovery therapy, all of which was incredibly helpful and successful. (PLEASE NOTE: I do not wish that my sharing this part of my story to be taken in any way to mean that anyone else should decide to stop taking medication you have been put on by your doctor without being supported to do so by your doctor, please stay safe everyone, thank you)... for those who wish, my full recovery story can be read here:
www.bespokebeatrice.com/my-story
But, even having already overcome “impossible odds” by achieving these positive results, and having already been able to work again at full capacity for a number of years, as a single mom by choice (my ex-husband had become more and more abusive, so I asked him to move out and for a divorce in 2019), I knew that I still had far to go to be able to fully realize my SOUL'S work of helping others to also self-heal at the high level of positive impact that I wish to achieve worldwide (especially for women pre-and post-natally and children) as a Lightworker (to the utmost level of my true potential) and this is also why I chose to join the Holobody Coaching Tribe…
Having gone through all of the beautiful transformations that I have in the past 4 months I also know that in some way I am just at the beginning of my deeper knowledge journey, but I also feel confident that this course has given me all of the needed extra tools and wished for deeper levels of understanding that is RIGHT for me in this moment, support, and love that I needed to be able to reach the epitome of my "AH HA" moment... the magic has happened, and I feel truly aligned, capable, READY, and at peace…I feel so very blessed to share that neverending gratitude is now my everyday FLOW state and vibrating at LOVE or Above is the mantra I now live by and parent by...
I highly recommend the Certified Holobody Course to everyone who is ready for it and I am also already encouraging my entire global network, inner circle, and family and friends to join Mindvalley as members as well.
The biggest changes in my life are that I have been able to turned back on my ability to fully listen to my body through using "Body Talk", something that is trained out of you when you are trained as a professional dancer as you have to be able to actually “ignore” what your body is telling you (in terms of limits and pain thresholds) to be able to push it to and through the perceived limits that are required of this amazing, yet brutally demanding and damaging artform, my eating habits have also fully healed, and I wake up clear, happy and positive every day (which I was already doing to a great extent, but on occasion, I still had to work hard on to quickly reprogram my mind when I would awaken in a state of PTSD triggered thought pattern in order to achieve a once again clear-headed state before my daughter awoke). I am grateful to share that for over 2 months now, I no longer am experiencing any PTSD triggers (never-ending thanks to you both, Ronan and Vishen, especially for the tips and tools that you gave me that I needed to hear/learn to be able to achieve this- BLISS), and even though I have been able to successfully parent, coach and teach others throughout my "Phoenix journey", as I am now calling it, I now can happily share that I am out of nonstop racing mode, I am calm and at peace. I also have utter confidence that I can keep giving to others now with no longer becoming drained myself, and I have learned to an even higher degree how to us my GIFTS as an empath and intuitive healer and how to also better keep my needed boundaries firmly in place... this course has also taught me the true meaning of “self-care is essential” and equipped me with a much deeper level of knowledge to be able to be an even better Transformational Coach for my clients, thank you.
My top three takaways are: How much fun "Showing Up" fully is, Food as Medicine is #1, and appreciating the enjoyment level of falling in LOVE with Vishen’s 6 Phase Meditation and honouring the gift of the power of manifestation it contains. Thank you Vishen, Ronan and Ajit for theses beautiful gifts.
My top three takaways are: How much fun "Showing Up" fully is, Food as Medicine is #1, and appreciating the enjoyment level of falling in LOVE with Vishen’s 6 Phase Meditation and honouring the gift of the power of manifestation it contains. Thank you Vishen, Ronan and Ajit for theses beautiful gifts.
The biggest positive changes I’ve noticed are that my daughter has also experienced a major positive transformation alongside me over the course of the program and she and I are laughing and joyfully dancing together even more every day and she is also voicing the awakening of her GIFTS more and more as well, I am also proud that I have let go of any last bits of accepting to have a fear-based mindset and that I have entered the YES mindset state-which is where I will be staying for the rest of my life in service of others and in service of my daughter's and my own blissful state of awakened BEING... Additionally, I am humbly grateful that incredible, high exposure, international speaking/mentoring opportunities have been coming in over the past 8 weeks and the energy of money is now thankfully flowing to me with much more ease as well (with heartfelt thanks also going out to you, Christie Marie Sheldon, for the wonderful abundance blocks healing gifts you offered me in your Masterclass and in your beautiful Unlimited Abundance Program), and on 24th September 2021, I attracted healthy love into my life and, for the first time, I am experiencing the joys of being in a safe, conscious coupling relationship with my current life partner who is a wonderfully kind, caring, and thoughtful soul.
Thank you once more Vishen, Ronan, Ajit, Allen, Christie and the whole Mindvalley Tribe with my heart, body, soul and spirit...through doing this amazing Certified Holobody Course, I feel I have now truly BECOME Beatrice...