I am Anastazja Gajowska. I am 25 years old. I came from very poor family in Poland. Before I moved for studding to Barcelona (5 years ago), I used to live in a small little village (Komorniki) which you cannot see on Google Map.
I always knew I am not going to stay there, getting married at the age of 19 (like most of my friends). At that time I was insecure, unconfident, shy and I had no idea who I was. I wanted to escape from the horror I used to live in. What was stopping me from moving forward was fear of not being enough and fear of failure.
Things were no easy in my Past (my father made suicide when I was 2 years old, my mum got married and divorced 4 times, my brother had a few suicide trials (I was a witness during one of them), finally he was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. The happiest moment from my childhood I can remember is me performing on the stage at the age of 7. I found acting as a good therapy for all wounds in my soul. Acting became an escape from the reality. I used to straggle with anxiety and depression since I was 15 years old. At the age of 19 , I was planning my suicide. There were TWO ME in me, as if I was divided. The one who want’ s to live and enjoy life and the another one who see has a victim mindset and who is blaming everybody around. I used to cry crocodile tears upon my life situations until one day … It was 22nd of February 2012. I was sitting in my dark room, crying… A while before I ha d been beaten by my brother. I said in myself “God If you exist change my life because I cannot stand living as I am living”. Since that very moment I connected my heat with the Creator of this Universe. I decided my life has to be EXTRAORDINARY because I have already tasted the bottom of death.
Before applying on Life Book I had a huge expectations and the results of completing my Life Book exceeded all of them.
My biggest "aha moment" was when I understood "WHY" I was born on this Earth. Exactly 3 weeks ago I applied for Acting Course at Ivana Chubbuck Studio in Los Angeles (it was my DREAM ). I found that Studio 2,5 years ago but at that time my fear of failure was greater than the power of dreaming big.
For the last 2,5 year I was living in the shadow of my fears and with the little desire to move forward. Literally I was stuck in life. But things changed when the Universe send me Life Book. I used to study Acting in my country for more than 9 years. When I was rejected by acting Academy in Poland, I quitted acting. I can explain you how many times I regretted that decision. I started studying Psychology in Barcelona (I wanted to get some “normal degree” to please my parents ) but on the another side of the bridge I was hiding the desire to create movies and play in them .
I am so excited to share with you GOOD NEWS , I was accepted to Acting Course at Ivana Chubbuck Studio in Los Angeles. DREAMS COMES TRUE, WHEN YOU BELIEVE… But this is not the end of Good News.
LISA NICHOLS SAIS “THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT DAYS OF YOUR LIFE ARE THE DAY YOU ARE BORN, AND THE DAY YOU KNOW WHY” AND I COULD NOT GET IT UNTILL I DISCOVER “MY WHY…”.
Thought last 3 weeks my life has turned around at least 3 times and keeps moving forward. I have learned the most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire.
I quitted my 14h/day job. I travelled to 4 different countries (my DREAM spot destinations ). I have learned there is not greater education than travel. On my way to Santorini I created an abundant relationships with (Tim Singer Alicia Matz-Singer John Naquin Renee Singer-Naquin) who become my soul mates (they visited me in Barcelona 3 weeks ago and we travelled to Dublin together one week later). Before making my Life Book I had no idea, I can be so much spiritually attracted to people who I have just met.People from 14 different countries with a different life stories and views on life enjoying time together. I feel truly blessed for this life changing experience.
I remember myself 6 weeks ago thinking “Life sucks…” just because of I missed my train to work. Everything changed around since I change the way I think.
Thanks God, at that very moment when I was feeling stuck in my life, Life Book appeared.
What lessons did impact me most ? In this point of my testimonial, I want to share a few of my little steps (from Life Book) I have been practicing for past 6 weeks before TAKING ACTIONS on my new designed life.
1. I start to MEDITATE in the morning and JOURNAL at the end of my day.
2. I fell in love with the exercises of GRATITUDE.
3. I lost 13 pounds. I start to pay attention to what am I eating adding more veggies, H2O to my diet and daily EXCERCISE for at least 20 minutes.
4. I started to spend more TIME IN NATURE. What really has helped me to stabilize my emotions was creating a list of things I enjoy doing and daily doing those activities.
5. And the most important for my career breakthrough, I start to work on my Life Book everyday for at least 20 minutes.
For the last 2 years (before making my Life Book) I used to work 14 hours per day in job which was sucking my soul out of me. I was getting sick thinking about „Monday Morning”. It was never my dream job but I was earning a good money. I made the biggest mistake , human can make, I allowed money to be my god. I don’t need to mention how miserable I was feeling working from 14 hours daily . I started to be anxious and hurt people I love. I could not stand that feeling of being overwhelmed, watching hour by hour passing by on my watch. DON’T get me wrong, it’s nothing wrong with having money. I have learned that money supposed to be a natural result of doing job which is fulfilling you and making an positive impact around.
Living in the World of Consumerism, it’s so easily get lost in what really matters in life until you will make your first Lifebook.
When you compare picture of me 6 weeks ago and now, you can’t deny, it is NOT the same girl you used to hang out with. I let myself to FULLY live the life I always knew I deserve.
It’s not about me, it’s about EVERYONE who wants any change in life… A win anywhere is a WIN EVERYWHERE .
I have learned it’s to about accomplishing a lot but it’s about being in the present moment and ENJOYING EVERY SINGLE second since tomorrow is not guaranteed. As Jon Butcher said “ happiness is the only real success “.
Coming back to my story, I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. Life Book came across at that time. I can easily remember the moment I open the link ( which I upload at the end of my post ) reading LIFEBOOK .
“What’s that?” – I asked myself.
I was praying for a new strategy to rediscover myself and get a clear vision on what do I want. to do in my life.
“I am going to get my breakthrough.. “- my heart whispered...
What HAD happened during past 6 weeks is an unforgettable experience which I wish to everybody to experience.
1. I get a clear vision on WHAT, WHY and HOW do I want to achieve my goals in my life.
2. The most important news - I understood my life is not about me achieving my goals but it’s about empowering others to achieve their dreams,
Life Book is the best experience which human being can have because it allow to get know yourself in the effective way. I strongly recommend LifeBook to people who are STUCK IN LIFE and those who wants to leave this Earth without regrets.
I always knew I am not going to stay there, getting married at the age of 19 (like most of my friends). At that time I was insecure, unconfident, shy and I had no idea who I was. I wanted to escape from the horror I used to live in. What was stopping me from moving forward was fear of not being enough and fear of failure.
Things were no easy in my Past (my father made suicide when I was 2 years old, my mum got married and divorced 4 times, my brother had a few suicide trials (I was a witness during one of them), finally he was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. The happiest moment from my childhood I can remember is me performing on the stage at the age of 7. I found acting as a good therapy for all wounds in my soul. Acting became an escape from the reality. I used to straggle with anxiety and depression since I was 15 years old. At the age of 19 , I was planning my suicide. There were TWO ME in me, as if I was divided. The one who want’ s to live and enjoy life and the another one who see has a victim mindset and who is blaming everybody around. I used to cry crocodile tears upon my life situations until one day … It was 22nd of February 2012. I was sitting in my dark room, crying… A while before I ha d been beaten by my brother. I said in myself “God If you exist change my life because I cannot stand living as I am living”. Since that very moment I connected my heat with the Creator of this Universe. I decided my life has to be EXTRAORDINARY because I have already tasted the bottom of death.
Before applying on Life Book I had a huge expectations and the results of completing my Life Book exceeded all of them.
My biggest "aha moment" was when I understood "WHY" I was born on this Earth. Exactly 3 weeks ago I applied for Acting Course at Ivana Chubbuck Studio in Los Angeles (it was my DREAM ). I found that Studio 2,5 years ago but at that time my fear of failure was greater than the power of dreaming big.
For the last 2,5 year I was living in the shadow of my fears and with the little desire to move forward. Literally I was stuck in life. But things changed when the Universe send me Life Book. I used to study Acting in my country for more than 9 years. When I was rejected by acting Academy in Poland, I quitted acting. I can explain you how many times I regretted that decision. I started studying Psychology in Barcelona (I wanted to get some “normal degree” to please my parents ) but on the another side of the bridge I was hiding the desire to create movies and play in them .
I am so excited to share with you GOOD NEWS , I was accepted to Acting Course at Ivana Chubbuck Studio in Los Angeles. DREAMS COMES TRUE, WHEN YOU BELIEVE… But this is not the end of Good News.
LISA NICHOLS SAIS “THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT DAYS OF YOUR LIFE ARE THE DAY YOU ARE BORN, AND THE DAY YOU KNOW WHY” AND I COULD NOT GET IT UNTILL I DISCOVER “MY WHY…”.
Thought last 3 weeks my life has turned around at least 3 times and keeps moving forward. I have learned the most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire.
I quitted my 14h/day job. I travelled to 4 different countries (my DREAM spot destinations ). I have learned there is not greater education than travel. On my way to Santorini I created an abundant relationships with (Tim Singer Alicia Matz-Singer John Naquin Renee Singer-Naquin) who become my soul mates (they visited me in Barcelona 3 weeks ago and we travelled to Dublin together one week later). Before making my Life Book I had no idea, I can be so much spiritually attracted to people who I have just met.People from 14 different countries with a different life stories and views on life enjoying time together. I feel truly blessed for this life changing experience.
I remember myself 6 weeks ago thinking “Life sucks…” just because of I missed my train to work. Everything changed around since I change the way I think.
Thanks God, at that very moment when I was feeling stuck in my life, Life Book appeared.
What lessons did impact me most ? In this point of my testimonial, I want to share a few of my little steps (from Life Book) I have been practicing for past 6 weeks before TAKING ACTIONS on my new designed life.
1. I start to MEDITATE in the morning and JOURNAL at the end of my day.
2. I fell in love with the exercises of GRATITUDE.
3. I lost 13 pounds. I start to pay attention to what am I eating adding more veggies, H2O to my diet and daily EXCERCISE for at least 20 minutes.
4. I started to spend more TIME IN NATURE. What really has helped me to stabilize my emotions was creating a list of things I enjoy doing and daily doing those activities.
5. And the most important for my career breakthrough, I start to work on my Life Book everyday for at least 20 minutes.
For the last 2 years (before making my Life Book) I used to work 14 hours per day in job which was sucking my soul out of me. I was getting sick thinking about „Monday Morning”. It was never my dream job but I was earning a good money. I made the biggest mistake , human can make, I allowed money to be my god. I don’t need to mention how miserable I was feeling working from 14 hours daily . I started to be anxious and hurt people I love. I could not stand that feeling of being overwhelmed, watching hour by hour passing by on my watch. DON’T get me wrong, it’s nothing wrong with having money. I have learned that money supposed to be a natural result of doing job which is fulfilling you and making an positive impact around.
Living in the World of Consumerism, it’s so easily get lost in what really matters in life until you will make your first Lifebook.
When you compare picture of me 6 weeks ago and now, you can’t deny, it is NOT the same girl you used to hang out with. I let myself to FULLY live the life I always knew I deserve.
It’s not about me, it’s about EVERYONE who wants any change in life… A win anywhere is a WIN EVERYWHERE .
I have learned it’s to about accomplishing a lot but it’s about being in the present moment and ENJOYING EVERY SINGLE second since tomorrow is not guaranteed. As Jon Butcher said “ happiness is the only real success “.
Coming back to my story, I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. Life Book came across at that time. I can easily remember the moment I open the link ( which I upload at the end of my post ) reading LIFEBOOK .
“What’s that?” – I asked myself.
I was praying for a new strategy to rediscover myself and get a clear vision on what do I want. to do in my life.
“I am going to get my breakthrough.. “- my heart whispered...
What HAD happened during past 6 weeks is an unforgettable experience which I wish to everybody to experience.
1. I get a clear vision on WHAT, WHY and HOW do I want to achieve my goals in my life.
2. The most important news - I understood my life is not about me achieving my goals but it’s about empowering others to achieve their dreams,
Life Book is the best experience which human being can have because it allow to get know yourself in the effective way. I strongly recommend LifeBook to people who are STUCK IN LIFE and those who wants to leave this Earth without regrets.
