I have had two main dreams in my life and they were BIG. The first came to me as a child. I knew I wanted to have a special man in my life. I dreamed of coming to the end of our lives together knowing that the two of us created beauty, love, and light for the world ~ a relationship much like what I see the two of you share. I found it funny when Jon was presenting the Love Relationship category in that I felt some of the words he was saying I had said to my mother almost verbatim ~ the idea of two people walking side by side, whose love vibrates so intensely and beautifully that it enhances everything and everyone it touches. I loved the part about being “two eyes, two ears, two hands….” It reminded of a Native American wedding prayer that I love which states something to the extent of “You are now two bodies, but there is one life before you.”
The other came to me when I was seventeen in 1977. I was singing in a rock band. I remember being on stage and loving it. I had the experience of the light coming in through my head and going out to the audience through my heart as I sang. Later, I thought “Wow! I could do this for as a living!” From then on, I wanted to be a rock star.
Well, both those dreams have alluded me, and it has been very painful. I have contemplated suicide and at times felt bitter and angry that I could just not seem to create these things for myself. I lost my self-confidence and my self-esteem. Each rejection for one of those categories bled into the other. I had become somewhat bitter. (Though I laugh writing that, because I doubt my closest friends and family would think of me as bitter.) I have somehow held on to a thread of hope. Somehow I kept faith alive. And that brought me to Lifebook.
I have done lots of work in self-actualization over the years, and your Lifebook process has brought it all home. I feel so excited to manifest my Life Vision. I know what I want. I know why I want it. And I know how to work toward it. My dreams are BIG, and it is going to take BIG belief and BIG action. I hope I will have the opportunity to work with you one on one, as I know you will be able to help me find the best ways to move forward toward these dreams. Either way, I look forward to meeting you at some point. Thank you for your work. Thank you for your love and kindness. Together, we will create heaven on earth!
Love, Light and Peace,
Virginia Louise Hill
(Ginny Lou, Ginny, Ginster, Gin, Virg, GinGin, VA, VA (Vah), VAVAVOOM, VAVA!) :)
If you made it this far, thank you. I want to share one of my songs, a love song, dedicated to Missy and Jon, and all you lovers out there.