Before Lifebook, I felt desoriented and not knowing which steps to take, nor in what order.
I didn't feel my power so much, I had dreams that I wasn't even able to look at, let alone write them on paper.
The reason why, is that my low self-confidence was based on some negative experiences I've had some years ago. They had totally soaked in. I also had the belief that, given my age, I had taken a wrong path somehow, even though I had changed career to live my passion. I didn't feel successful at all. I felt I had huge efforts to make to get back to the joy I had in my younger years, or back to my past income. That my no-love-nor-familly life was a failure.
I also experience panic attacks since I'm a teenager, thus some very important moments of my life had been simply ruined, at least that's the way I was seeing it. Even if I manage my anxiety better over the years, I was still very afraid that it will keep on ruining the best moments of my life, moments that were supposed to be bright.
However, I was doing great in some areas of my life : spiritual life, intellectual, social, and health. Even if the overall feeling of fulfilment was lacking, and i didn't feel steady. The day I enrolled in the Lifebook quest, I just had a guidance that I needed to connect with my emotions in order to "know where I was going". It appeared as obvious that Lifebook was the right step to take, a gift actually, in order to chose the following steps better. I am now so grateful I did !
I started again to exercise in the morning, I deal better with negative feelings, and I am conviced to the core that I can make it. I can make my life better, as beautiful as it has always been in my dreams.
Having a clear and broad view of how to improve my life in all important categories, at the same pace! I just decided it was time to sit and reflect.
I was always making steps in one area, letting the other waste away. The sum total was not always positive and I was overwhelmed.
Starting again my fitness routine, reclaiming the right to be both happy and wealthy, reaffirming how much joy my career gives me.
Firstly, I really felt how responsible I was of absolutely everything. I knew it intellectually but it had to sink in..
Then, I gained clarity in the emotional category about the concepts of acceptation and creation of emotions, which is fundamental to me.
Finally, learning that I could actually work on my character was wowing! OMG i'm not doomed :)! This section was really inspiring as well as the live call about it.
I didn't feel my power so much, I had dreams that I wasn't even able to look at, let alone write them on paper.
The reason why, is that my low self-confidence was based on some negative experiences I've had some years ago. They had totally soaked in. I also had the belief that, given my age, I had taken a wrong path somehow, even though I had changed career to live my passion. I didn't feel successful at all. I felt I had huge efforts to make to get back to the joy I had in my younger years, or back to my past income. That my no-love-nor-familly life was a failure.
I also experience panic attacks since I'm a teenager, thus some very important moments of my life had been simply ruined, at least that's the way I was seeing it. Even if I manage my anxiety better over the years, I was still very afraid that it will keep on ruining the best moments of my life, moments that were supposed to be bright.
However, I was doing great in some areas of my life : spiritual life, intellectual, social, and health. Even if the overall feeling of fulfilment was lacking, and i didn't feel steady. The day I enrolled in the Lifebook quest, I just had a guidance that I needed to connect with my emotions in order to "know where I was going". It appeared as obvious that Lifebook was the right step to take, a gift actually, in order to chose the following steps better. I am now so grateful I did !
I started again to exercise in the morning, I deal better with negative feelings, and I am conviced to the core that I can make it. I can make my life better, as beautiful as it has always been in my dreams.
Having a clear and broad view of how to improve my life in all important categories, at the same pace! I just decided it was time to sit and reflect.
I was always making steps in one area, letting the other waste away. The sum total was not always positive and I was overwhelmed.
Starting again my fitness routine, reclaiming the right to be both happy and wealthy, reaffirming how much joy my career gives me.
Firstly, I really felt how responsible I was of absolutely everything. I knew it intellectually but it had to sink in..
Then, I gained clarity in the emotional category about the concepts of acceptation and creation of emotions, which is fundamental to me.
Finally, learning that I could actually work on my character was wowing! OMG i'm not doomed :)! This section was really inspiring as well as the live call about it.