"Every day throughout the course, I recognise truths about myself"

I came to Lifebook through pure serendipity. I had accidentally clicked on a course by Jim Kwik that in fact led me to Vishen Lakhiani's instead. Trusting my intuition, I signed up. Later, during the Be Extraordinary Quest, Vishen mentioned the 12 life categories when we hit the 3 MIQ's. My curiosity was aroused. I met my first husband when he was 29 and myself 16. Headstrong, I defied all odds, religious and societal barriers and we eloped and married two years later. I saw him as a saviour. My Dad had lost the fortune his father had left him. However, I soon discovered that he was an alcoholic and a very immature man who expected me to mother and moan about life with him. I decided to lose my identity and stayed put in the marriage that I regretted and cursed every day as my arrogance prevented me from admitting aloud any mistake. Many, many years later, I would be offered a post to work with the United Nations in New York. Financially sound, I asked for a divorce and all hell broke loose. I could see that I was sinking and did not allow myself to drown as I wanted to live for the sake of my children. The family home was sold and I did not see a penny of it. My eldest son was brainwashed against me. My contract was not renewed in New York. I worked hard to raise my youngest son and travelled to Toronto and eventually to Spain where we had joined a commune in the mountains off Seville. Life was hard but we were enriching our inner life with dream work and psycho dramas. I thought I was improving. After that, long story short, we went back to Mauritius where we stayed for seven magic years. My youngest son discovered surfing and he graduated from High School amongst a circle of true friends. I resigned once again from my job as getting up every morning was no joy. He left for Australia on a work/play visa. Then the father was diagnosed with lung cancer and he called me asking whether I would come take care of him. I acquiesced against all my relatives' and friends' advice. We had an additional bed put in his room at the hospital. I nursed him and accompanied him till his last breath. However, this episode had finished me off. I often had severe bouts of indigestion with vomiting. Money came in but leaked out as fast. My health was taking a toll. Relationships with two of the kids were strenuous. I resigned once again from another unhappy job. A few years after, I am in UK with a second husband who gradually learns to love and adore me. I am forever very resentful of my past and not appreciative of life's offerings. I take over a business that fails. That's when I am hit by MindValley and LifeBook. Every day throughout the course, I recognise truths about myself and my choices in life. My major areas to work on would be Career and Financial. I understood in an AHA moment all about my money wounds, abundance and scarcity, gratitude and forgiveness. I came to terms with my bullshit rules about money, my BRULES and how I had repelled happiness and joy throughout my life with very stupid mistakes and choices. My scores on the Intraspect have now skyrocketted. I understand today how and why my second husband is so different from the first one. I practise my gratefulness exercises at every occasion. I am healing myself and yet, to sum up ridicule, I have been a healer of others as a Master Reiki Teacher. I have become co-creator of an abundant life full of positive meaning. LifeBook has opened my eyes and there's no stopping or hiding any more. From my above story, you can see how much I embrace to heal. That's what it was, dis-ease in all 12 categories. Michael, my love, has just turned 88 and we are looking forward after this lockdown to adopt a new lifestyle in warmer Mauritius, selling our big country house in gloomy and cloudy UK. I can say I am seeing each day in a brighter light. We adore each other as LIFEBOOK has taught me abundance and gratitude -- to love, to attract and welcome the universe's offerings and to work for and attract only the best. I am adopting new habits to regain my strength: I had allowed Scoliosis to take over and lost all flexibility and even mobility to some extent. I used to run 10 miles three times a week and lately, I could varely walk. I have seen truths in the categroies of Emotion and Character that were not at all pleasant. Achieving a Life Vision of 149, life can only get better with proper planning and execution of numerous goals and projects as my new mission. Thank you,Jon and Missy.