"I finally released that part of me that had kept me separate"

Peace and Abundant Blessings! I've been with MindValley for years. I love and return to programs on a regular basis. The information is my secret library of Alexandria. I thought I had learned everything I needed. Yet I still struggled with emotional, spiritual, financial and relationship issues. The day I listened to Dr. Beckwith and Vishen talking about the program. Vishen said he thought he had made it, but then realized there was a higher creator path. He learned something and I knew if this impacted him that deeply I wanted to find out what it was all about. Something in the discussion struck a chord. I'd seen "The Secret" and I thought I knew about Manifesting. I missed the mark entirely. Dr. Beckwith's voice resonated. His message was whispering in the wilderness.Still I struggled thinking how could this be different? How wrong I was... Keep in mind I had done many, many quests in my time with MindValley and quit about day 9-15. It is not about the content, it was about my character. My ego would convince me I was done learning, I was an expert. Check, move on, but I still got the same crappy results in my day to day life. This one I was determined come hell or high water I was going to finish. There was gold and diamond just feet away from where I generally quit. So I wanted to make this one count. Every single day I logged in at 5:00 am (my quiet time) and listened to the video. Only on 2 occasions was I unable to do that. It proved to be the start of the most blessed journey. I was having breakthrough after breakthrough. My original intention was to work on my relationship with my family. I found that after a few days I needed to focus on my relationship with myself. So I changed gears and took that path. I found where I thought I was after all these years was just a myth I had built in my mind. I was able to confront that EGO/Victim story. I was able to do a deep forgiveness in my spiritual quest. I was able to have a conversation with GOD. That was so deep and surprising I must have released so many years of pent up anger. I wept and slept, raged and cursed and in the end I was transformed. I finally released that part of me that had kept me separate. In the end I saw that I had spent so much time trying to "learn" new techniques. What I needed to do was learn with that beginner's mind. I went into this new existence without baggage. I was able to release myself from bondage and chains of sorrow. Those were all of my own making. I have stabilized several areas on my first journey. I am in the process of revisiting the quest, but in the process I identified the areas of my life that still needed an additional deeper dive. I opened quests that I had long since stopped. With joy and deep awareness that I am the creator. I am able to release the ego and now, finally after all these years be able to live. I would thank Dr. Beckwith and Vishen for giving me my life back. After all the years in the deepest darkest hole of hell I have had a glimpse of heaven. Nothing in this world can repay them for giving me back my place with the all being love of the universe. Just my deepest heartfelt thanks. They were heaven sent. I wish I could get the video on Facebook where I shared my thanks. It was sincerely heartfelt. With Deepest Love and Blessings Christine Vilmur-Cavaliero