Before my journey, I was in the church and would be all about God and the Bible. I would be all about religion and Christ. However, from my awakening, I realized that sticking to a strict religion became far too limiting and I began to question my purpose and my beliefs.
Then, when I was about 17 years, old I found The Secret and I began to manifest little things, not huge things. I would often feel sad not manifesting my Dreams and big goals and I felt stuck. Four years later I'm still unable to manifest huge desires. My vibration isn't low but it isn't too high either.
Usually, when I am vibrating high I feel like I can pick up on other's energy easily and it j throws me off track. I noticed that other people's energy messes with mines and I think that's what stops me from manifesting my big goals.
I want to feel in control of my own energy and not get wrapped up into other peoples. I want to help people energy-wise and also lift the vibration up for everyone. Also, I want to not avoid arguments but learn how to ground them so the conversation can flow better rather than banter.