Duality brings out my inner child đź’•
I was inspired by the amazing stories from Jeffrey and Hisami. I was also touched by the stories of Jeffrey and Vishen.
My intention was “I hope this will help me to step closer to my dream, which is living abroad.” (I wasn't entirely sure about that at the moment, but my intuition told me that *this is my gift! 💝) So, I decided to give it a try. Just to see how things unfold.
Before I started, I was somewhat hopeless and empty, and with a tad bit of anticipation from the promises of Duality.
For me, it has been an unforgettable journey. I can’t count enough how many times I had setbacks, almost giving up, frustration and melancholy became crystal clear as I continued practicing the tools. (because I no longer indulge in auto-pilot mode lol)
I don’t know how to explain the results to you guys. Because it is something that profoundly changed me in a way that I never knew I needed.
For so long, I have thought being ungrounded, spacey, and anxious was the *normal* state. Getting lost was my friend back then lol.
Even though the course was made for 49 days, I felt like it took me forever to graduate. I probably took like four months to complete this, haha. I found difficulty in doing the quest daily. However, I continued to go back to Duality after setbacks and overcome my growth period. Even when I was in frustration and confusion, I took a step forward, giving myself a chance, giving miracles a chance to transform me.
I don’t know how to describe it in words, because the transformation feels so natural. As if, gradually and steadily, they reached the deepest wound inside me and brought me back to life again.
The best way I can describe it is— I meet my true self again.
I found peace deep inside me that’s inseparable, the little girl that always trusted in magic, *that everything would get better and better*.
That inner child was coming back. No, I was coming back, to my inner child, that courageous and lively child was finally heard.
To be honest, I don’t even know what happened, logically, they almost seem very much *nothing dramatic*.
Yet, I have to share with you guys this. If anything, this is the only thing that matters.
- I have never been so patient with myself. I feel so calm and ready. Letting go of things and people that don’t resonate with me feels so easy, as though, I don’t have any resistance. The state of simply being, letting things unfold, and welcoming changes. And! Watching It Happening!
That was my inner changes guys.
- The outer changes are I got a Permanent Residence in Japan, which would help me to get closer to my dream.
- I have manifested my dream appearance. As in, I look at myself in the mirror and I am in awe lol. I feel so pretty from the inside out.
- I paid off my credit debt and changed my feelings about money. Which helps me feel so good whenever I spend, and every purchase I make feels like a life life-changing event! My financial situation has nothing to do with my self-esteem! Because I can actually be good at money, I can be good at spending and saving, which was something really fascinating for me. It made me feel so abundant and more open to bigger amounts of money! And actually feel comfortable having great amounts of money!
- And finally, Duality helped me to connect with extraordinary people. I experienced the courage to be vulnerable, admit my flaws, and be willing to step into the unknown! And, realizing that my flaws are actually my gifts!
My best words to describe Duality are Gentle, Amusing, Unexpected, Expansive, and Heartwarming.
Thank you Duality’s tribe, thank you Jeffrey and Vinshen. Thank you for the Mindvalley Team.
At last, I thank myself for having courage and patience throughout the quest. Big thanks for my spirit guides.
Thank you for reading my stories. It has been a lot of tears. (from gratitude, pain, and most of all, happiness.)
I love you all ❤️