"I am really hoping for guidance on how to shed those and become the person that I know I am deep down"

I have just begun this program. What I am really hoping to get out of it is to become a real person. I feel like I walk around in a bubble and do not put out to the world the person I actually am. In truth, I think I don’t like that person very much. I have so much love in my heart and I want to share it but I have blockages that need to be torn down. I am really hoping for guidance on how to shed those and become the person that I know I am deep down.