My main goal was to get over my total inability to take action. Trying to force myself to work on things that would bring me more money was really unpleasant, feeling almost disgusting.
Lots of things have changed, and although I somehow manifested few unexpected bills and no windfalls and a massive lower backache which I have not been able to shift yet, there are also some quite satisfying positive transformations.
I am feeling a lot more productive and actually able to set some goals because I know that I am capable of taking action and getting through stuff.
My memory and concentration have improved quite considerably, which is a great relief, because I realized that I was modelling my father and his Dementia (Mother always said I am a lot like my father).
Moreover, I discovered that I also picked up from Dad huge scepticism of everything and a superiority complex, which was totally in conflict to my work I do with youth and was really knocking me around. Unconsciously I seemed to believe that I am smarter than other people, I don't need anybody's input because I know better and nobody is on the same wavelength as me.
That does not really go well with teamwork and being one with all the humanity :-) I am very relieved to get rid of this and feel a lot more congruent.
Also, my husband's business got considerably better with some new contracts on the horizon. I am not quite sure it has anything to do with my clearing, but the timing is interesting.
I have a lot more direction and I have unsubscribed from a lot of emails which were causing more confusion than clarity and decided to concentrate on one money making program only.
I live in a small town, with very conservative population of people of my age, but who feel about 20 years older.
I wish we could get an audio clearing which we would be able to share freely with others, specifically to lift the energy of our community? Perhaps at the end of it you could help us to infuse that recording with our energy for clearing community's blocks? I am not sure how it works, but perhaps that clearing would be gathering energy the more people use it?
Maybe it could be a time limited thing to create urgency and cumulate on one specific date where we could all do a huge clearing together, like summer solstice, 9/11, or just before presidential elections?
I think that not only could we perhaps shift the planet into the next dimension but you could also double, triple or quadruple your database in a really short time? :-)
I mean, with so many people in Mindvalley who are already awake and motivated, taking part in a project which could change the whole humanity within a short time could have a universal appeal to this type of market, I think :-)
I love this stuff. Massive mind detox is as great as going raw vegan for the body. The results are life changing.
I am a firm believer that instead of piling more thing into our minds and bodies we need to clear as much out as possible.
Unlimited Abundance is the only program so far which I have done where I want to continue rather than losing interest after the initial excitement.
Now, if only I could shift that back pain ... :-)