My goal was to pull myself out of lifelong depression, low self confidence and have confident belief that i have something to give the world as the gestalt therapist the im trained as, and confidence to leave my job and start on my own.
Also i long to fall in love with my husband and live the happy giving life i've always wanted.
I have at an age of 56 suddenly health issues that are bogging me down, after always being healthy and taking it all for granted.
I registered my company in jan, despite that i'm having knee operation in march. I rented a room and was ready to go when high blood pressure stopped me from being allowed to work when on sick leave.
It seems enormous blocks keep me low and without the confidence that i'm gifted enough to do what would make me happy. Since i was young i dreamed of being used to spread good in this world to people suffering or just needing love. I have never understood why my hands seem to be so tied down by confusion and lack of confidence. (long story short)
Im at the point of wanting to ask for my money back, since things have got worse rather than better.....
But i'm still trying to clear energy whenever i'm present enough to be able...
I love what you're doing and thank u for it. I missed your online session and literally cried. But bought a course in the hope it would transform me. Its seems to be too good to be true though, at least without direct contact. HELP NEEDED STILL