"I started noticing my negative thoughts"

Hi am neha from india♥️ After divorced my life was completely shattered..was very disappointed and highly unsatisfied of my own self...out of ths frustration one day i got stuck in heavy rain & somehow i managed to get some roof,thr my life turns into reality because one book seller was standing and advertising his books...he stared me for a while &come up with 2 books one is power of subconscious mind and second was The code of extraordinary mind,.i was surprised but some how i bought both books..according to my normal routine i kept books on my dinning table and didn't even bother to open up...after couple of days when i was doing my canvas painting & during my painting i got stuck...i felt that i am so useless n not worth of anything & start crying..while crying my eyes stop on books..seems heaven have its own way to make you understand and after that i start reading Vishen book TCOEMind...continuously 3days i was reading that book and repeat many pages many times untill that words penetrate in my mind and soul..? After that I started noticing my negative thoughts and try to replace positive affirmations consciously and I realized that now I start giving importance to my own self, I understood what exactly I want from my life and after that every day i start practicing more meditation techniques which is provided on YouTube by mindvelly ... Recently i introduced my own brand SCARRLETTE(textile,hand painting indian ethnic wear, hand block prints etc )and still working to enhance my work... All i need to say that help came from Heaven in the form of TCOEMind ? My Ample of Love and Warm wishes to Mindvalley and Mr.Vishen lakhiani♥️