I set out on this quest to define my goals and my WHY towards keep building my company.
My company is all about making websites and filling them with content that I make: film, text and photo. To make it easier for myself I gave niched my company down to doing so for only the construction companies. This is something that I landed on due to coaching lessons with a great coach nearby. It was my values and earlier experience of happy feelings I had connected to this niche that made me go for it.
I took this quest to build my motivation for why I need to manage time management, so that my business will become successful.
But instead my point of focus shifted; I still want to photograph and film, write and fly with my drone; but I want to do so and HELP people at the same time. Especially people that have suffered from illness and mental issuea like I have.
I grew up in a brainwashing sect, I had a step-granddad that was a pedophile, I got the diagnoses ADHD, PTSD, Fibromyalgia, ME/CFS, I got LGS, and I am an HSP (highly sensitive person). My life had been a struggle!! I was an anxious and powerless woman, bedridden and all gone in a constant brain fog.
But I read a lot. I saw the connections between the gut and the health, both psychological and physical. I learned about how the body and mind are connected, and how we think will affect the whole body. Show the gut and the micro biome in it affects us mentally. I saw the connection between how my HSP made life with PTSD more difficult. I changed my diet and experienced how all my diagnoses was reduced.
I read a book written by Dr Phil Parker: “Get the Life You Love, Now”. THIS BOOK SHIFTED MY ENTIRE LIFE.
It made me realize that I had lived in a state of a VICTIM my entire life. That I had pointed fingers at the brainwashing sect, my pedophile step-granddad, all of my diagnoses and also the way I had been treated by some people throughout life, as reasons to all my suffering.
I experienced that by taking responsibility for my own life, making the right decisions, actively making the right choices and taking actions, my life totally changed.
I’m no longer bedridden. I never sleep during day. I run my own company! I’m bold and brave, and I don’t take any bullshit from anyone.
I have inspired some, but still many don’t know, and I don’t have the time to share and care as long as I have to focus on building a company that is suppose to help construction companies be more visible on the web??
Now that I think of it, after doing this Mindvalley Quest: what did I actually think about, having this as a goal?! How would helping them be visible on the web help the world, the society, individuals??
Asking myself that question, makes me realize what I have been missing the whole time: a true sense of PURPOSE and VALUE. To BE the change and help people.
Now I just gonna have to take my 3MIQ’s and start shifting my company towards something else. It feels a little like a relief, but at the same time it scares me a little, cause I still need to make an income while doing this.
Im just gonna have to keep in mind those words of Vishen: «Don’t think about the HOW». This is the time for magic to happen. As I shift, the universe will work with me. This I am certain of.
Funny thing is that I don’t have to change my company name. It now matters more than ever.