After doing this for the second time, I feel like I am in categories 2 and 3 and that is just as it should be. Each of us make it to the top of the mountain in our own way and the view from the top is the same no matter how we made it there.
I can look at myself in the mirror, in my eyes and smile at the beautiful being looking back at me. It's like my light has got turned on so brightly and I can finally see it. I have noticed how I am proudly and beautifully taking up space in the world, speaking up and bringing more of my authentic self to situations and people. This is so important as I have recently embraced being gender non-binary. This timing of doing the work on loving myself more was perfect. The warmth, support and love I have received from all those in my professional and personal life has been amazing. I can only thank the energy of self-acceptance and self-love that has paved the path for this receiving of good love.
The power of the mind is astounding. Getting to dialogue with my mind in a more powerful and effective way has been a significant gift from Marisa Peer. I have seen how it has given me access to my genius ideas, connecting dots and most importantly my next best steps. Life is unfolding beautifully! From the financial investments I have been able to make that are starting to pay off, to shifting my value impact at work to higher levels and being able to dissolve so much of my childhood trauma making way for my wiser higher self to shine through in what I do and contribute to life.
Growing up as a coloured boy in Apartheid South Africa and let's also add being in a traditional christian faith community and being gender non-binary and loving men romantically! That was a recipe for building a strong narrative that I did not deserve the best in life, that my highest good did not matter, that I had no capabilities to create my best life. So I expected the worst and that life would be difficult for things I really desired. I have realised doing this work that my dreams coming true, having it all, my highest good becoming real is all at my fingertips. I see it in my life today. I am gifted, successful, wise and loved. And it just keeps getting better.