Before I began, I had manifested amazing money miracles in my past. I received $12,000 from unexpected people when I ran out of money to complete a recording project. I received a car. I received an inheritance that allowed me to put a deposit on my own home.
I had a dream of paying off the home in 5 years. Just under 5 years later, I still had a mortgage that would not be paid off for another 25 years.
Then, a client of mine read the book I had self-published, and listened to the CD of original songs that went with it. She loved them so much, she spontaneously offered to pay off my entire mortgage, to allow me more time to write and follow my dreams!!
So why, you may ask, did I need this course?
I still found myself obsessively counting beans (money) & worrying about how much I had. Mentally calculating how much I could save, on my limited income and putting off writing my book - or doing the minimum. I was beating myself up about it at the same time, for being so slack and unfocused, and letting my client down.
I lost all enthusiasm for my current novel, and for the three others that are still waiting to be written. I recently put a lot of time and love and energy (and money) into remastering my songs and getting my music online - then failed to promote it. I felt I had been given too much already and I didn't deserve more. I failed to put the energy into opportunities to earn money though any other form of writing, to keep income flowing.
I finished writing a children's book and failed to take it to the next step. I was stuck.
I have learned from Ken, that my inherited beliefs about money, my lack of self-worth and my guilt for being given too much, were keeping my money container small. This was blocking the flow that could take my life to a more satisfying and abundant level.
Since doing this course I have reignited my love for the novel I'm writing, and for the 3 others that are waiting in the wings.
I have set dates for completion and I'm doing the (Happy) work towards making it happen. I feel the sap rising inside me!
Ken has taught me to pre-celebrate the fabulous outcome of my creative works. And, on a more mundane level, I am no longer feeling a knot of fear in my stomach when I receive a bill for electricity or whatever.
I'm spending happy money, by rejoining the gym, and I'm feeling good about my body again. I'm seeing that spending money on what I need, and what is good for me, is part of the happy money flow and I know it will return magnified. It's not all about me.
The new energy I feel is rubbing off on my family and friends, in unexpected ways. There is so much more I could tell you about what I have received from this quest, on so many levels, but it would fill another novel.
Thank you Ken!! And Thank you Scott!! Bless you!