"After the program I became “slightly” more appreciative of the income and outgoing money"

Before this program I had issues with incoming money and outgoing money; I always felt money is hard to come and felt spending was painful (although I was not good at checking where I spend money). 
After the program I became “slightly” more appreciative of the income and outgoing money, but till date I am still struggling with making ends meet, and can’t expand my money container, and feel helpless in the direction I want to take in my career. I still need more help or guidance I believe, that’s why I am still exploring options and ideas around me. Thank you.