Change.. I think that we are all constantly changing - on subconscious or conscious level. The way, or how we are changing is a different issue, but we are changing.. For the most of my life I was unconsciously changing.. I was like a boat that is led with waves - in every direction. Where did that take me? It got me to the point where I wake up one day and said " What a hell? What's happened with my life?". Well, that point, that realization was actually a progress, but in that moment I was devastated. And then I decided to take control in my hands.. Honestly, more I was trying more I was stuck.. And I couldn't figure out why..
From today's point of view I see I was lost.. You see, you need to have someone to show you the way.. Someone to teach you how to take control over the boat.. How to navigate trough the storms, and not to spin like crazy when sea is peaceful.. Honestly, I was spinning my boat like crazy..
And then my life crossed path with Mindvalley.. With meditations.. With quests.. I was like, cool name.. Mindvalley - valley for your mind.. And I definitely needed that.. I was intrigued, and throw myself to work.. " This quest is interesting", "O, I like this one", or " I should try this one too"...And in no time I was spinning like crazy again.. I got into bunch of quests without finishing one.. And even today, I am still learning how not to spin..
But, when I stopped and looked back - in all that spinning, in all that madness I actually did have progress.. Little by little I was finally unstuck.. My life finally started to have a shape.. I finally started to care about myself, my dreams, my emotions, my wants..
So far I have finished just one quest, and doing bunch of others.. And I will finish them all, in my own rhythm.. But my point is, I really don't know which of them to single out..I'm learning so much out of every one single of them..
Like, Life Visioning Mastery - I've learned how not to be in the victim stage ( before quest I didn't even realized that I was in that stage ).. Or how I'm not in my body at all, and learned how to ground myself with Jeffrey Allen.. Not to mention how our mind is so powerful - Marisa Peer showed me that with rules of the mind..
And meditation? That is a whole new level of playing.. Since I've started to meditate.. Well, first since I got the habit of meditating every day, and learn how no to fall asleep.. I got so much calmer, peaceful, stress doesn't hit me almost at all anymore.. I even saw my Angel with Monroe Institute.. Just.. There are no words that can describe how much did I gain joining Mindvalley..
And this is just a tip of ice berg.. It is just the beginning..
" To achieve something you never did, you need to become someone you never where"..
And do you know what I didn't accomplish in my past, no matter how much I've tried? I never had control over my life.. And that is finally changing..
I'm finally waking up happy, and can't wait to live the day.. I'm finally feeling peaceful most of the time.. I finally know how to take control of my emotions.. I'm finally becoming conscious of my potential, my talents.. I am finally living, not surviving..
And this story is just a beginning of another , beautiful and amazing story..
From today's point of view I see I was lost.. You see, you need to have someone to show you the way.. Someone to teach you how to take control over the boat.. How to navigate trough the storms, and not to spin like crazy when sea is peaceful.. Honestly, I was spinning my boat like crazy..
And then my life crossed path with Mindvalley.. With meditations.. With quests.. I was like, cool name.. Mindvalley - valley for your mind.. And I definitely needed that.. I was intrigued, and throw myself to work.. " This quest is interesting", "O, I like this one", or " I should try this one too"...And in no time I was spinning like crazy again.. I got into bunch of quests without finishing one.. And even today, I am still learning how not to spin..
But, when I stopped and looked back - in all that spinning, in all that madness I actually did have progress.. Little by little I was finally unstuck.. My life finally started to have a shape.. I finally started to care about myself, my dreams, my emotions, my wants..
So far I have finished just one quest, and doing bunch of others.. And I will finish them all, in my own rhythm.. But my point is, I really don't know which of them to single out..I'm learning so much out of every one single of them..
Like, Life Visioning Mastery - I've learned how not to be in the victim stage ( before quest I didn't even realized that I was in that stage ).. Or how I'm not in my body at all, and learned how to ground myself with Jeffrey Allen.. Not to mention how our mind is so powerful - Marisa Peer showed me that with rules of the mind..
And meditation? That is a whole new level of playing.. Since I've started to meditate.. Well, first since I got the habit of meditating every day, and learn how no to fall asleep.. I got so much calmer, peaceful, stress doesn't hit me almost at all anymore.. I even saw my Angel with Monroe Institute.. Just.. There are no words that can describe how much did I gain joining Mindvalley..
And this is just a tip of ice berg.. It is just the beginning..
" To achieve something you never did, you need to become someone you never where"..
And do you know what I didn't accomplish in my past, no matter how much I've tried? I never had control over my life.. And that is finally changing..
I'm finally waking up happy, and can't wait to live the day.. I'm finally feeling peaceful most of the time.. I finally know how to take control of my emotions.. I'm finally becoming conscious of my potential, my talents.. I am finally living, not surviving..
And this story is just a beginning of another , beautiful and amazing story..