"I am determined to better myself"

Iv ben a cook at my family's restraint most of my life at one time I was able to get out by starting my own business of a vegetable route but that got cut short because of personal reasons I had my first kid when I was 15 and raised her with my mother years later I meet my wife and we had two boys who I am now raising on my own once again because I found out about a year ago that my wife was with someone els. But that opens my eyes to see that I had to change my life and wanted more for my self and to be an example for my two boys of what it is to be the best of your self always I love Mindvalley and wish that I could work for a company like it, it makes me feel alive again and I've been teaching my boys lots of the stuff that I've been learning with Mindvalley i am doing everything to get a new career out of were i am i am44 years old now but I am determined to better my self and my life this is probably one of the hardest times in my life but I can not fail I must succeed for my self above all I'm tired of serving i want to know what it fills like to live my way for the first time in my life....