Have you ever taken a night dive into glowing plankton? It’s a magical experience. You are floating on this powerful mass of water and your senses are crazy alert. You don’t really know where you are. You’re just literally hanging in darkness — might as well be the cosmos or even a different planet. And every time you move your body a wave of sparkles materializes out of nowhere and you can see thousands of bright little lights painting the universe around you. So mesmerizing that you forget all about the need to save yourself.
When you’re surrounded by people within whom life burns sacredly, people who are extremely passionate and aligned with their mission, people who are powerful by all standards and their outside beauty is but a mirror of their inner paradise, when you tap into this electric field of embodying energy, you light up like a lava lamp. Your elements mix together and create this beautiful alchemy of emotions and aliveness.
If you are able to plunge into the third dimension of your heart, I know of a secret place where amazing people hang out.
If you can plunge into the first two dimensions only, I know of a university with a few good teachers and some really cool students.
You see, I’ve traveled for over 3 years, been to 80+ countries and looped into dozens of lives. My quest was to fall in love with the world again and deeply reconnect with people, this time faithful to my wild mind and ever-changing spirit. My gift consists of lifting love off the ground like a moody child and teaching it how to make magic in the space between you and I. The kind of spell that will never belong to us but also the kind that uplifts all into the realm of freedom. My intention is to become the absolute best version of myself and create a space for your senses to experience the opium feel of embarrassing wellbeing and the pausing of time just for us.
And so, I landed on the Mindvalley planet (this year the event took place in Croatia), with a red maple leaf in my hand. With the other hand I was holding the globe, making it roll up and down my sleeve, playfully anticipating all the beauty that I was about to experience. My mind was busy opening up drawers and boxes looking for Odin’s rational maps and irrational observations, while my body slowly eased its way into colorful dresses and a blissful summer state of matter.
I attended this conference living fully on beautiful surprises, floating on boats and into infinite shades of blue, dressing in white and red and silver pearls, falling in love with aesthetics, drawn by round shapes and pastel feelings, glowing eyes, smiles that turned my heart upside down, ethereal reflections, salty skin, unsettling perfumes, runaway thoughts, wild dreams and bewitching s t i l l n e s s.
Breathe, embrace the flow and let go. When you are on a rollercoaster holding those bars for dear life, in truth, you’re not holding onto anything. You took the decision to no longer live in survival mode but to dare lose the grip on the luggage holding you back and flow through unknown space completely naked and with nowhere to store things and promises. It’s like a soothing higher level of comprehension about how you’re just a piece of the ever-changing world puzzle and nothing and no one really ever belonged to you.
I see the distillation of our lives together as an ocean of love with different shades of ever-changing depth. You might gasp for air at times, or feel lost or maybe lonely but your heart will always be part of its pure essence and vital force. If you courageously take the leap we will be infinitely grateful to add your light to our sea of fireflies.
