Since my earliest, very very earliest childhood, I've set myself back and as a result, I was always caring for others first than for myself, if at all, as I believed, I don't deserve t. Finally, I didn't even recognize myself.
Healing others seemed easy for me, that easy, that I didn't even realize what I did. Just people came to me, told me their stories and went away feeling better and I thought it's ok, it's good and it doesn't bother me to hear their stories (this all started when I was 5!) until it started to eat me up.
At the age of 7-45 I was exhausted again and again till the point that I was thinking of taking my life since I felt that was just the endless struggle.
Then, gratefully, I got into the Internet by pure chance. After really severe times thinking of taking my life to the end I found Mindvalley and Vishen talking so much to my heart. Finally, there was someone who understood what was going on with me for the first time.
As I was very short of money, I did all the masterclasses available again and again and again and eventually got more self-esteem, more hope for myself and after all, my healing capacity grew even more or, let's say, showed up, coz I peeled off more and more layers.
Mindvalley is a highly important part of my life now, I would have never grown without it. It changed me to who I am today. Grounded, positive and curious about life.
And just some time ago I was thinking I wanted a circle of like-minded, uplifting friends and voila, Mindvalley came up with Connections app. So grateful to Mindvalley. Thank you Vishen and everyone who has joined!