"This program didn't just teach me to manifest. It gave me permission to heal"

The Most Powerful Manifestation Wasn't Money — It Was Feeling Loved for the First Time 

Before 

I came into the program intending to generate consistent financial abundance. My money journey had long been a cycle of rise and fall — high income followed by long dry spells. I wanted to break that loop. But deeper than money, I was carrying something that had never really been addressed: a profound, painful absence of maternal love. 

Growing up, my mother's presence was marked by constant emotional and physical abuse. There was no warmth — only criticism, reprimand, and control. From early childhood, I learned not to feel safe in the world… and not to feel safe in myself. That left me with a background hum of dread, a sense that I was somehow unlovable, unsafe, or "too much." 

I entered the program looking for tools and mindset shifts to create financial abundance. What I received was far more profound and consequential. 

The Unexpected Turning Point (thanks to the program) 

The tools and teachings offered by Vishen, Regan, Sonia, and David are genuinely powerful for co-creating life with the universal life force. I integrated the hourly manifesting alarms, lofty questions, gratitude journaling, and daily affirmations — and they work. 

But the biggest shift came during one of Vishen's live sessions, where we were guided to connect with our spiritual guides. For me, two beings came through: Jesus Christ and Goddess Lakshmi. I chose to focus on Lakshmi. And what happened next changed everything. 

Every time I sat down to visualize financial abundance, the inner voice kept redirecting me:
 "What you really want is to experience maternal love." 

That's something I've never truly felt in my life. So now, several times a day — when I wake up, before I sleep, or during small breaks — I lie down and visualize myself in the lap of Goddess Lakshmi. 

I see her seated on a giant lotus, and I rest there as she pours golden light from her heart into my body. In that space, I don't have to perform, prove, or earn. I am simply held. I'm loved, seen, nourished — just as I am. 

It's hard to explain the impact of this. It's incredibly emotional. I'm often in tears. And yet, it's the most profound healing I've ever experienced. Far more powerful than anything financial. 

Of course, I know the money will come — I have no doubt about my abilities. I've worked and lived across continents. I've built transformational coaching protocols. My clients have had powerful results. But now, for the first time, I feel I'm doing all this from a place of being mothered, not emptied. 

Now 

The journey continues, but I am learning to create from a different place. A softer place. A mothered place. A space my body did not even know it could feel. 

I am learning to show up differently now — more present, more grounded, less desperate to prove my worth. The anxiety that used to hum beneath everything has begun to quieten. I'm beginning to trust that I am enough, exactly as I am. 

This program didn't just teach me to manifest. It gave me permission to heal what I didn't even know needed healing. And from that healed place, everything else becomes possible. 

A Note of Gratitude 

I'm so thankful to Vishen. He's such a beautiful, sincere man. There's a simplicity about him — no airs, no performance — just someone doing the work with real integrity. You can tell his teachings come from lived experience. I haven't heard him speak much about his own journey, but I can feel it in everything he offers. 

Regan has been phenomenal too. Her wisdom and presence are magnetic. She radiates pure light and creates miracles wherever she goes. I'm equally grateful to Sonia and David — all the teachers have poured so much into us. 

If you're seeking transformation — whatever form it takes — I cannot recommend this program enough. You may come looking for one thing and find something far more precious waiting for you. 

About Me 

I am a management consultant and life/spiritual coach, now evolving my work into the Zohar Method: a transformational path integrating quantum principles, IFS, Osho's teachings, Native wisdom, the neuroscience of change, and more. My mission is to guide top creatives and leaders through deep healing and transformation — and bring that light to the many through group work, a book, and global talks. 

Deep Love,
 ZHR