The reason I took this quest is because I was desperately trying to manifest a second income for myself so I could get paid for fulfilling my passion and purpose in retirement. I have commitments for the world and needed a structure to manifest them.
Throughout the program I was getting more and more frustrated that nothing was happening. I was trying really hard to manifest my vision - getting paid to fly first class with my husband to speak all over the world. The problem - I wasn't yet speaking and hadn't yet met my husband.
I was blaming the course and thinking there was something wrong with me. I reached out to customer support. Hazel answered me. She has been incredible, validating my experience and giving me suggestions for how to move forward.
Today's lesson was all about surrender. I realized I have been desperate and attached to my manifestations. I HAD TO HAVE THEM. Even though I knew it was the wrong energy, I didn't know how to change it. After today, I am letting go of my attachment. It is NO BIG DEAL if it happens or not. If it's not meant to be, then something better will be.
I am feeling a sense of peace for the first time in a long time. "It's on it's way in perfect timing" is my new mantra. The universe will deliver what and when it's supposed to. And it will be better than I can ever imagine.
The attached photo was generated by Vishen's Manifesting Chat GPT program. It as a fun exercise that told me my impatience gets in my way! In the first photo I am getting paid to travel first class to speak my speaking engagement.
Thank you, Mindvalley for this incredible journey. I didn't know that peace and ease were what I was really looking for, but here they are. My life is calm, peaceful and I am anticipating miracles that I can't even imagine.