Before anything else, my body spoke.
For years, I had been living with recurring back pain and sudden lumbagos — two just this year. They disrupted my work, my family moments, and my ability to simply feel present.
The pain didn’t just hurt — it revealed itself.
It told me it had been with me since the loss of my parents when I was 12.
And my pain became my shield.
A silent protector keeping me from being “too visible,” too bright, too confident — because visibility had once brought shame and loss.
Suddenly everything made sense.
Every time in adulthood that I became more visible at work… more appreciated… more affirmed…
another lumbago.
A pattern that had controlled 33 years of my life without me knowing.
At the end of that meditation, I thanked the pain for protecting me.
I told it goodbye. And I told it I was finally ready to step into the world fully seen.
Since then ... NOTHING, I'm back to the gym.
While healing my body, my career was also shifting.
At the start of the program, I felt a deep discomfort in my job — a quiet misalignment I couldn’t ignore anymore. As the group manifestation sessions unfolded, new possibilities began to appear. I started interviewing for what I truly consider my dream role.
The strange thing is… I didn’t panic.
I felt an unexpected sense of calm — almost freedom. It was as if life simply removed what was no longer aligned.