Before this Mindvalley Manifesting Mastery course I would feel a knot/block in my throat for probably as long as I remember. When I had energy therapy done such as reiki, intuitive practitioners would say to me your throat chakra needs work.
Through this course I used different tools to minimize this knot without fully naming/knowing the cause(s). However, in today’s lesson 38 with Vishen something interesting happened. As he was talking and sharing some examples, I thought I hit on the block issue. But as I closed my eyes and started the meditation something else came up.
When I was starting first grade, I lost my father and growing up I did not talk about this loss because it hurt. Then at the last year of high school I lost my mother and this helped to perfect the notion of “no talk because it hurts”. For decades I could not talk about this loss without tearing up and feeling sad.
Through the meditation I identified the block as a small beautiful white rock, smooth but not shiny smooth, just “rocky” smooth. I asked the rock why it was there and the rock responded, because I wanted to protect you from the pain you felt when you talked about your loss. I asked it if it were ok to let it go now and shyly said yes (almost as if it was embarrassed that stayed there for so long). I then asked my guides whether they agree and both said yes. When I looked at my palm it was questionable if even a grain of sand was present. I asked the guides to continue clearing any what’s so ever tiny evidence of the rock/block that may have been left behind.
Everything went so smoothly and with ease and flow that I thought I was making it up. However, I felt relieved and happy that I finally identified this block. Thank you Vishen and all the teachers, that together brought me to this point!!!!!
If this story gets picked, I will surprise and pass on your gift, with your permission, of course, to one of my sons. The other son has already signed up for your course. In gratitude!!
Through this course I used different tools to minimize this knot without fully naming/knowing the cause(s). However, in today’s lesson 38 with Vishen something interesting happened. As he was talking and sharing some examples, I thought I hit on the block issue. But as I closed my eyes and started the meditation something else came up.
When I was starting first grade, I lost my father and growing up I did not talk about this loss because it hurt. Then at the last year of high school I lost my mother and this helped to perfect the notion of “no talk because it hurts”. For decades I could not talk about this loss without tearing up and feeling sad.
Through the meditation I identified the block as a small beautiful white rock, smooth but not shiny smooth, just “rocky” smooth. I asked the rock why it was there and the rock responded, because I wanted to protect you from the pain you felt when you talked about your loss. I asked it if it were ok to let it go now and shyly said yes (almost as if it was embarrassed that stayed there for so long). I then asked my guides whether they agree and both said yes. When I looked at my palm it was questionable if even a grain of sand was present. I asked the guides to continue clearing any what’s so ever tiny evidence of the rock/block that may have been left behind.
Everything went so smoothly and with ease and flow that I thought I was making it up. However, I felt relieved and happy that I finally identified this block. Thank you Vishen and all the teachers, that together brought me to this point!!!!!
If this story gets picked, I will surprise and pass on your gift, with your permission, of course, to one of my sons. The other son has already signed up for your course. In gratitude!!