"I cleared deep blocks around worth and money, including the belief that “good people” shouldn’t have too much"

My journey with Manifesting Mastery at Mindvalley really began the day my five-year relationship ended (one month before the beginning of the program). After months of doubting, trying, and hoping he would understand my world of healing and manifestation, I finally chose to leave. When I did, something unexpected happened: I felt light, free, and more myself than I had in years. He never truly understood the things that made my soul come alive, and being with someone who doesn’t support that slowly eats away at you. So I made a promise to myself: no more rushing into love, no more trying to fix anyone. For a while, it would be me and my healing, my well-being, and creating a healthier relationship with money and abundance. 

When Manifesting Mastery started, I didn’t join to manifest a new partner; I joined to rebuild myself and my life from the inside out. But at the beginning, life did not suddenly become easy. Challenges, problems, and stress all arrived at the same time, like the universe was testing my decision. That’s when David’s teaching about tikkun landed for me—the idea that every challenge is a sign that something good is trying to come through. One day, in the middle of the chaos, I caught myself thinking, “Wait. This is a test. I’m not a victim. I’m being trained.” The moment I accepted that, things began to shift. Some problems dissolved, others felt lighter, and I started seeing life as an upgrade process instead of a punishment. 

Each teacher opened a different door inside me. Through Sonia, I learned to truly listen to my intuition, not as a vague feeling but as a real inner guidance I could trust. Through Regan, I started clearing karmic family patterns and old emotional baggage; it felt like removing invisible cords to the past and becoming less entangled in guilt, drama, and old stories. Regan is Amazing! And then Marie Diamond came in with her Feng Shui, and her teachings didn’t just change my mind, they changed my home. I redecorated my bedroom and began rearranging my living room to support success, love, and well-being. It’s still a work in progress, but every change feels like a declaration to the universe: “I am ready for a new life.” Along the way I discovered my soul animal – an owl (thank you Vishen), built daily routines, and stepped more fully into the identity of a manifester and healer. 

At some point, I started playing with reality in small, practical ways. One day I was driving from work to an appointment, left early, but got stuck in traffic that was barely moving. Logic said I would definitely arrive late. Instead of panicking, I decided to try something different and said to myself, “Make these 14 minutes the longest 14 minutes ever.” Suddenly the traffic began to clear, the drive smoothed out, and I arrived eight minutes early. There was no logical explanation, but inside I knew I was co-creating with life. Experiences like this made the teachings feel very real, not just concepts in a program. 

The emotional core of this journey, however, has been at home, in my role as a mother and healer. My oldest, 15 years old son has scoliosis. When we first found this condition one and a half years’ ago, the doctor said the brace, which he wears almost all the time except while being at school, might stop it from getting worse, but it would not improve his posture. I chose not to accept that. I used meditation, visualization, and later the 3-2-1 technique, guiding him every night to imagine/visualise the doctor looking at his x-ray and calling it a miracle healing. One month ago, the physiotherapist noticed real improvement, and even I can see that the curve looks almost half of what it used to be. I can’t wait for the next doctor appointment. 

Still, my biggest breakthrough was not about time bending, money, or even healing others—it was about finally loving myself. I always thought I already do, but it was not the case. 

At the start of the program, when Vishen asked us to look into the mirror and say “I love you,” it felt awkward, forced, and a bit fake. But months later (in effect last week) after all the inner work, I looked at myself and felt a genuine truth rising up: “I actually love this woman.” I saw the mother who raised two boys alone, navigated my son's autism, scoliosis, finances, full-time job, homework, and life, and still kept going. I also saw my old pattern of being a people pleaser, giving too much, and waiting for partners to become who I wanted them to be. Now I can say with peace that if I meet a partner, it will be the right one, and if I don’t, I am truly okay. I am good on my own; I always was. ♐ 

I haven’t manifested millions yet, and there’s no yacht or private island waiting for me. But I did something far more important: I cleared deep blocks around worth and money, including the belief that “good people” shouldn’t have too much. Now I know that money in my hands will do good, and that wealth will allow me to help and heal others without worrying about survival. I trust that abundance is on its way in the right form and timing. For now, I stay grateful, aligned, and open. 
My heart is smiling. I am the happiest I have ever been—not because my life is perfect, but because I am finally on my own side. 

To Manifesting Mastery, to Mindvalley, to all the teachers—Sonia, David, Regan, Rola, Roxy, Marie, Vishen—and to the beautiful souls I met along the way: thank you! My life will never be the same, and the best part is that neither will I. 🌟