"The program gave me so many insights, organized my thoughts much better, equipped me with right questions to myself"
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"The program gave me so many insights, organized my thoughts much better, equipped me with right questions to myself"

Hello, my name is Elvira.
 I was so lost before I started the program. I`m usually such a joyful human being even in the most intricate life situations.... but that time it was darkness, as if my soul literally got to know all the aspects of the duality of this world, all at once. That was crazy time as if I was in a constant psychedelic trip where darkness and light are doing their beautiful and at the same time terrifying dance... I was lost... No talents... No special skills.... I have only my profound heart and mind, my awaken spirit... how should I live in this world though if I don`t have any other trade? I moved for the 4th time within a year. My husband is away from me and we are going to be so for one more year( we are from different countries). It felt like my disease is creeping in too (I had cancer not long time ago). All of this is so dual. Yes, there is drama in many things, but they are also sooo freaking beautiful!!! It gives such a huge spectrum what to do!!! To take care of myself, shift my concentration from outer back to myself, build up myself into a wonderful, strong woman for the love of my life, for our future kids, for MYSELF! So much to do! What would I do without all of that? 
The program gave me so many insights, organized my thoughts much better, equipped me with right questions to myself! and generated right answers within me. I finally got my balance and I don`t feel myself this much fragile anymore... I feel myself so strong and empowered...
People, I am in transition now, me and my husband trying hard to be together, I know that in one year I`ll have to move again, I would love to create an incredible woman and wife and later on a mom out of myself and this program gave me lots of things to think about, strengthened my previous believes and motivates me to move forward...
I am absolutely incredibly grateful to John and Missy and to all their supportive family and team. Blessings to you my friends!!! You are awesome, it was such a pleasure to meet you!!! I can`t wait to see what It will be in 5 years....!!! 
PS haahhah please check out my photo!!

Elvira Pashaeva

Kindergarten Teacher

Bangkok, Thailand

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