Before lifebook- i was at a loss in creating a palpable vision for my life. With an assessment score jumping significantly- from 65 to 112, i’m back!
My vision has been awakened and I have swept away the final layer of gunk- recovering the essence of myself that was slowly coming back to the surface after years in a toxic abusive marriage.
I am beyond grateful!
Two victories I’d like to share:
1. I am getting clear on my limiting beliefs that were once so subtly sabotaging me, and I have already started shutting them down. My latest test was learning that i was qualified but passed over for a new position because I had been away from the industry for a while. This was immediately preceeding sitting down for my lifebook exercises for both the financial and career categories. Tears came to my eyes as i began the career section but i pushed thru with every ounce of positivity I could muster- and it was an amazing, enlightening experience. To say that I had been afraid to honestly share my vision/ say it “out loud” is an understatement. For so long, I have struggled with “imposter syndrome”. No more, folks. I’m gonna work my way out of this intentionally, strategically and joyfully!
2. I fell behind when coming to the love category. I have said for some time that i am happy and am working on getting my life together- and that i was not ready to find love again... not yet. And while this is 100% the case, i had to confront that i have also been fearful and doubtful that i could one day have a partner in life that is a beautiful, loving, kind human being (Butlers- y’all are so dang inspiring ?). I finally sat ready to begin the work, thinking that i would be sad, but i instead emerged triumphant, clear and incredibly excited. Once and for all, despite my deep love for my former husband and the weird thought that perhaps there could be a hope for reconciliation, i saw very clearly how that relationship was so wrong in so many ways. As a naturally uber optimistic romantic, having always held to the “love can conquer all” idea, i was finally able to see it all so clearly. I am even more grateful than i already was that i am in this place of building and loving myself first!! Oh also- my Love section is easily double the length of most other categories- guess i was more ready than i thought!! Lol
So- this is all to say (again), i am delighted and glowing with anticipation. I am already
A pretty bubbly person, and people have been smiling extra big witnessing my increased exuberance ?
Yesterday, i wasn’t sure whether I’d be continuing on to mastery, but my decision has been made! See y’all on the other side!! It’s time to get busy moving forward!????????❤️
My vision has been awakened and I have swept away the final layer of gunk- recovering the essence of myself that was slowly coming back to the surface after years in a toxic abusive marriage.
I am beyond grateful!
Two victories I’d like to share:
1. I am getting clear on my limiting beliefs that were once so subtly sabotaging me, and I have already started shutting them down. My latest test was learning that i was qualified but passed over for a new position because I had been away from the industry for a while. This was immediately preceeding sitting down for my lifebook exercises for both the financial and career categories. Tears came to my eyes as i began the career section but i pushed thru with every ounce of positivity I could muster- and it was an amazing, enlightening experience. To say that I had been afraid to honestly share my vision/ say it “out loud” is an understatement. For so long, I have struggled with “imposter syndrome”. No more, folks. I’m gonna work my way out of this intentionally, strategically and joyfully!
2. I fell behind when coming to the love category. I have said for some time that i am happy and am working on getting my life together- and that i was not ready to find love again... not yet. And while this is 100% the case, i had to confront that i have also been fearful and doubtful that i could one day have a partner in life that is a beautiful, loving, kind human being (Butlers- y’all are so dang inspiring ?). I finally sat ready to begin the work, thinking that i would be sad, but i instead emerged triumphant, clear and incredibly excited. Once and for all, despite my deep love for my former husband and the weird thought that perhaps there could be a hope for reconciliation, i saw very clearly how that relationship was so wrong in so many ways. As a naturally uber optimistic romantic, having always held to the “love can conquer all” idea, i was finally able to see it all so clearly. I am even more grateful than i already was that i am in this place of building and loving myself first!! Oh also- my Love section is easily double the length of most other categories- guess i was more ready than i thought!! Lol
So- this is all to say (again), i am delighted and glowing with anticipation. I am already
A pretty bubbly person, and people have been smiling extra big witnessing my increased exuberance ?
Yesterday, i wasn’t sure whether I’d be continuing on to mastery, but my decision has been made! See y’all on the other side!! It’s time to get busy moving forward!????????❤️
