Perfectly happy in my second marriage to someone 22 years older in whom I've finally found a real friend.
We lead a very comfortable life, big 6 bedroom house in the countryside on a couple of acres, good retirement pension, several long hauls and short trips every year.
However, sometimes I feel like a parasite and would like to earn my own money. I've squandered a lot of what I had personally and today I rely on Michael for most of my expenses. I am grateful, very grateful for all of what I am enjoying presently; however, I feel like a parasite quite often. Therefore, my vision of the future holds many facets. I would like to write that bestseller I've always thought of writing but could never bring myself to. We are selling our country house and moving into a small apartment on the seafront in Devon as well as live part of the year on a tropical island where I already own a home.
Our vision after these thirty days is clear. I am able to formulate on paper the whole process of this vision and what it entails. I have signed up for Lifebook and who knows, maybe one day I'll share a few seconds of fame with Mindvalley.
My contribution to the world has gained definition. My paintings are satisfactory. My children seem like they are evolving as well. I'm getting insights each morning as I wake up, e.g. now I understand why I could not stand my granddaughter. I have been able to keep a positive attitude since the first days of COV-19 as I have faith in the universe and its abundance now.