As a kid I said I was a dreamer. That's how I got through. Now that I am the age I am, with nothing but a sweet bundle expecting life from me, no family to take me in n help me get on my feet, no way to put my creative ideas to work, no hope for doing the things I've dreamed of for years and years -things look bleak. I used to ask to use the restroom as a kid so i could hide for 5 mins and while fighting back tears (i was not allowed to cry) I would imagine my dreams. All the creative things I wanted. Now I can list them and there is SO much I want to do I don't think I would ever retire if I could help it. I never before Lifebook could put my dreams into a clear picture that I could express or even understand myself. Lifebook not only got me through absolutely no hope to a maybe somehow with my drive and passion and a miracle all hand in hand -maybe my life of trauma and torture will actually end up worth it; but also allowed me to organize my many ideas thoughts skills talents and desires in all areas. I had tried for years to find a way to organize this but never could figure it out and no one I tried to talk to about it could figure it out either. I always ended up with pages and pages of disorganized thoughts that I could do nothing with. Lifebook gave me the structure to start somewhere and the hope to start again in the first place. Then I am also using my Lifebook to start getting creative with how I can get me and my baby girl a life of stability where we can begin to work towards dreams both for me and for her.
Thank you soooo much *with tears of gratefulness* John and Missy for sharing your life and love and creative minds with me!
Thank you soooo much *with tears of gratefulness* John and Missy for sharing your life and love and creative minds with me!
