Before Lifebook, my awakening journey started in Aug 2014, when I choose to separate from my former husband, after being nearly 17 years together with him. I chose him: to be the Father of my Children, the number one partner, my Lover. To build a family together. The only promise we gave to each other was: to live monogamously. If feelings and needs changing, we talk to find a solution.
Sadly, he was so unhappy with me that he could not even talk to anyone. I become an unconscious monster who connects through speech, he the exact opposite. We both not realized how we were on our way to self-destruction by acting so. I am so happy and thankful to him and that woman, he break out and was brave to have a love affair with her so that I have a reason to leave him and go out of this self-destroying relation. Meanwhile, we had gotten two beautiful, sunny children. In retrospect, my marriage transformed after I chose to GO, to TAKE finally RESPONSIBILITY for: my thoughts, my actions, and my feelings! I still love him, he is the father of my children.
Since 2014, I have done many, many programs and trainings in all aspects of my being:
love and relationship training, shamanic sweeting lodges, systematic family therapy, eft, kundalini dance in Bali to activate my shakti power, Shamanic Body Dearmoring, rebalancing body therapy.
Thanks to Life Book! It helps me to put all my learnings and achievements so far, all and everything in a structured, clear crystal way without any DOUBTs where I am going with whom and how I am going to spend the rest of my life until I get 180 years old!
And now, my life changed! So far, small steps I want to report on, even I am not finished with all the categories, as a single, full time working mum, I need more time to deep dive in on what do I really, really want.
Since I worked on me…
Health and fitness category, I signed up for a half marathon here in Düsseldorf, Germany on 26.04.20! My strategy: I participate twice a year in half marathon and every 3rd in a Marathon. I go out running three times per week between 8-10 km, needs ca. 55 min. The last time I run was 14 years ago! I AM SO PROUD of that, it is so easy…just go out and run, even when it was raining.
Emotional life category, I choose every time good, positive feelings! This tiny, small decision and the awareness of that every single second I do choose, shifted my stress level and happiness…I am smiling all time, it feels that my body is smiling as a whole! reports so far to continuous. My relationship with my kids shifted there are more kisses, hugs and every opportunity to tell them that I am in love with you, I love you. It is incredibly beautiful to see these results immediately and how they have a direct, positive impact on my environment.
I love you, Jon and Missy! I am so glad and blessed to be part of and help you achieve your vision!
I bow to my masters, Jon and Missy, with 100 Tibetan prostrations.
Namaste
Sadly, he was so unhappy with me that he could not even talk to anyone. I become an unconscious monster who connects through speech, he the exact opposite. We both not realized how we were on our way to self-destruction by acting so. I am so happy and thankful to him and that woman, he break out and was brave to have a love affair with her so that I have a reason to leave him and go out of this self-destroying relation. Meanwhile, we had gotten two beautiful, sunny children. In retrospect, my marriage transformed after I chose to GO, to TAKE finally RESPONSIBILITY for: my thoughts, my actions, and my feelings! I still love him, he is the father of my children.
Since 2014, I have done many, many programs and trainings in all aspects of my being:
love and relationship training, shamanic sweeting lodges, systematic family therapy, eft, kundalini dance in Bali to activate my shakti power, Shamanic Body Dearmoring, rebalancing body therapy.
Thanks to Life Book! It helps me to put all my learnings and achievements so far, all and everything in a structured, clear crystal way without any DOUBTs where I am going with whom and how I am going to spend the rest of my life until I get 180 years old!
And now, my life changed! So far, small steps I want to report on, even I am not finished with all the categories, as a single, full time working mum, I need more time to deep dive in on what do I really, really want.
Since I worked on me…
Health and fitness category, I signed up for a half marathon here in Düsseldorf, Germany on 26.04.20! My strategy: I participate twice a year in half marathon and every 3rd in a Marathon. I go out running three times per week between 8-10 km, needs ca. 55 min. The last time I run was 14 years ago! I AM SO PROUD of that, it is so easy…just go out and run, even when it was raining.
Emotional life category, I choose every time good, positive feelings! This tiny, small decision and the awareness of that every single second I do choose, shifted my stress level and happiness…I am smiling all time, it feels that my body is smiling as a whole! reports so far to continuous. My relationship with my kids shifted there are more kisses, hugs and every opportunity to tell them that I am in love with you, I love you. It is incredibly beautiful to see these results immediately and how they have a direct, positive impact on my environment.
I love you, Jon and Missy! I am so glad and blessed to be part of and help you achieve your vision!
I bow to my masters, Jon and Missy, with 100 Tibetan prostrations.
Namaste