I have taken the assessment four times now. Two times before the quest and two times after.
The results of the 3rd and 4th times are very different, and I try to figure out how to understand all this.
Just after the quest, I felt I had not managed to establish routines and started on my strategies as I should. This, in combination with how I felt at the moment, made me choose more of the left side of the scale options. I thought I was honest when answering the questions. The result was not very encouraging, even 1 point lower than last time.
However, the more I thought about this, I felt it was not correct. The last weeks have changed my whole life profoundly, why did I score so low?
So I decided to take the assessment one more time. This time I was focusing on what I felt when I looked at the changes inside of me. Regardless of what I had managed to implement yet. This time the score went up from 85 to 123. A huge difference, and even if I take the last score with a grain of salt, it still shows that there has been a considerable change.
So what has changed?
First of all, for the first time in life (I am ow 60), I feel that I am in the driver seat. Life will not just happen from now on.
I now know what to focus on systematically and what to do.
Starting with myself. I see I have neglected myself and my body by always putting everybody and everything first, even brules, and then what little is left, I tried to pull my life together and manifest my dream. This has, of course, been futile, given the little energy and focus that was left.
So what is my dream?
Health and fitness:
It has been to fully recover from the MS diagnosis I got back in 1997. Get rid of the wheelchair and to start to walk again. I have managed to recover from many things, and most people do not regard me as sick if you ignore the fact that I cannot walk.
Now I have a full PVPS for my recovery and will manage this part. The Purpose is so important I cannot afford to fail.
Financial:
From being broke at the moment, I have a PVSP I now know will help me to succeed in getting wealthy enough to make my life enjoyable and satisfying and with a lot to contribute to the world. ( I managed to attend the Lifebook program due to a credit card and the refund offer and became upset when I realized I could not keep the course when applying for the refund. What a cheap sales trick I thought until the Mastery plan was announced and I understood the concept. I had planned to spend the refunded money on whatever was offered as a next step anyway. :-) )
Social life and parenting:
This have the most significant instant change since I can now clearly see what I have been neglecting. Deep and hidden resentment I did not know about surfaced itself automatically so I could deal with it properly as soon as it became exposed. This has been a game-changer.
My soulmate will show up when I am ready to be a soulmate for her.
My spiritual life was active before, but have now become a more integrated part of all aspects of my life.
The list goes on and on, and I finally understood I deserved to see the higher score of the assessment.
I now look forward to begin the mastery class and to continue my Lifebook for the rest of my life.
Thank You for this beautiful program.
The results of the 3rd and 4th times are very different, and I try to figure out how to understand all this.
Just after the quest, I felt I had not managed to establish routines and started on my strategies as I should. This, in combination with how I felt at the moment, made me choose more of the left side of the scale options. I thought I was honest when answering the questions. The result was not very encouraging, even 1 point lower than last time.
However, the more I thought about this, I felt it was not correct. The last weeks have changed my whole life profoundly, why did I score so low?
So I decided to take the assessment one more time. This time I was focusing on what I felt when I looked at the changes inside of me. Regardless of what I had managed to implement yet. This time the score went up from 85 to 123. A huge difference, and even if I take the last score with a grain of salt, it still shows that there has been a considerable change.
So what has changed?
First of all, for the first time in life (I am ow 60), I feel that I am in the driver seat. Life will not just happen from now on.
I now know what to focus on systematically and what to do.
Starting with myself. I see I have neglected myself and my body by always putting everybody and everything first, even brules, and then what little is left, I tried to pull my life together and manifest my dream. This has, of course, been futile, given the little energy and focus that was left.
So what is my dream?
Health and fitness:
It has been to fully recover from the MS diagnosis I got back in 1997. Get rid of the wheelchair and to start to walk again. I have managed to recover from many things, and most people do not regard me as sick if you ignore the fact that I cannot walk.
Now I have a full PVPS for my recovery and will manage this part. The Purpose is so important I cannot afford to fail.
Financial:
From being broke at the moment, I have a PVSP I now know will help me to succeed in getting wealthy enough to make my life enjoyable and satisfying and with a lot to contribute to the world. ( I managed to attend the Lifebook program due to a credit card and the refund offer and became upset when I realized I could not keep the course when applying for the refund. What a cheap sales trick I thought until the Mastery plan was announced and I understood the concept. I had planned to spend the refunded money on whatever was offered as a next step anyway. :-) )
Social life and parenting:
This have the most significant instant change since I can now clearly see what I have been neglecting. Deep and hidden resentment I did not know about surfaced itself automatically so I could deal with it properly as soon as it became exposed. This has been a game-changer.
My soulmate will show up when I am ready to be a soulmate for her.
My spiritual life was active before, but have now become a more integrated part of all aspects of my life.
The list goes on and on, and I finally understood I deserved to see the higher score of the assessment.
I now look forward to begin the mastery class and to continue my Lifebook for the rest of my life.
Thank You for this beautiful program.