I am Anette from Norway, but moved to Gran Canaria.
Before this quest I have been using the Law some, now realize maybe more than I understood at that time.
When I was 21 years I destroyed my right arm in an accident. I got very depressed, was without a right arm for 5 years. The doctor said for me to get back on my feet I had to start using my right arm again, it didnt work good and I was very frustrated about it.
One day I decided to put in all my energy to feel happy again. It took 1 year. I got up in my head/heared that I should paint with my right hand. I did and it was a very good self-help. Afterward I made a book writing about how to get out of depression together with my paintings. I felt like helping others to make the road easier. I see now that I was touching my vision at that time. The picture of me and the painting is from ca 18 years ago.
One day I just didnt feel like painting more, I had a picture in my head of a clothing chain there I would build up shops where we would help ladies to feel better. I named it GUIDANCE. So i did and I totally believed I would. Without thinking of the Law at that time. I managed to get a factory in China working with me to produce the clothes I designed.
He is one of my best friends now. Later also a factory in India. At the most, I had 8 shops. I used 11 years on this clothing chain. Worked day and night. Did not listen to the body. I used myself up on the workers, I used energy on helping them to feel good, because then they would sell better. I felt at that time I had become a slave to what I had built.
The health got bad so I sold it. 4 years ago we moved from Norway down to Gran Canaria where the weather is warm the whole year. I have been working on myself for 3 years to get my health good again. I am always putting other people before myself. Helping others has always come before thinking about myself. I am working on finding the balance so I take time on myself also.
Anyway the last year I have been thinking about writing one more book. Or how I can help others with their road to more happiness or their problems. I also started painting again a little.
This quest has been fantastic for me. I feel much lighter in the body. Working on affirmations and visualization.
Doing meditation and filling my body with good feeling. It has strong effect on my body. It feels better right away.
The life visioning meditation was wonderful, It was like a movie seeing myself. I asked what should I do, my VISION:
Then I saw myself painting again, but freer when painting, a lot of feelings again and putting together with writing. I was like what? wow again?
Then I could see I was helping people, building up something on the internet. But I didn't see exactly how.
Afterward, I was standing on a top of a mountain filled with light, it felt sooooo good, fatastic! (This feeling I have managed to take with me after the meditation)
Then I looked down on some people, I don't know why, thinking its people I will help. At the end of the meditation when talking about willingness, I asked for help. I am losing some feeling in my both feet. Then I saw myself as in a movie, I was the patient waiting for the doctor to come.
When the doctor came, that was me also. Haha ha I take the signal, I know enough to heal myself :o) I am trying...
After taking this quest I see clear again. I feel I have been in a fog for a long time. Now I am smiling feeling more alive. Still have a lot to go thru and working on to come higher on my frequency. But I am more satisfied inside and feeling more relaxed. I have also got many ideas about new paintings.
The painting with a lady over houses and the lady holding the earth I painted now when I did the quest. Thank you so much! Best regards Anette