If I never take another Mindvalley course and only repeat this one again and again, it will be well worth it. The visioning process was surprising. I loved the freedom to allow it to unfold and to not stress that my purpose didn’t have to appear like a blockbuster movie with absolute obvious clarity. I have so much fear that I need to release.
Some of it is decades old, and some the result of a recent abusive relationship that lasted several years. I see how that relationship played upon and amplified the fear I already had in me. Luckily, I finally ended the relationship about a year and a half ago. That was my first very difficult and super important step to regain sovereignty and getting over the fear. I need to continue to do so. I see clearly how contracted living in fear, which is a victim state.
My family is so important to me, and my first unconditional love vision was that of childhood and my mother’s love. As an adult, my father and I grew into pure, unconditional love. I have a strong support system of love because of them even though they have passed. As I multiplied the feeling of love that I recalled, it expanded like waves in all directions from me, so that I was surrounded and sustained by that love. What a beautiful feeling! That love is there all the time. I can call upon it to sustain me at any time. My gratitude practice allows me to see that there is infinite abundance and that is the field in which I exist. I am feeling this on a deeper and deeper level that is beyond intellectual understanding.
I have been careless with my trust at times, and this last relationship was the apex of that tendency. I have the support of my parents’ unconditional love (which is a universal truth) to reassure me that I am worthy of good people in my life, and that I have the strength to control and walk away from situations that are not supportive of my growth and well being. I have a responsibility to my family and to myself to model that kind of self care and self respect.
Letting go of fear will allow me to expand into a field of love that is always present, but was obscured.
Some of it is decades old, and some the result of a recent abusive relationship that lasted several years. I see how that relationship played upon and amplified the fear I already had in me. Luckily, I finally ended the relationship about a year and a half ago. That was my first very difficult and super important step to regain sovereignty and getting over the fear. I need to continue to do so. I see clearly how contracted living in fear, which is a victim state.
My family is so important to me, and my first unconditional love vision was that of childhood and my mother’s love. As an adult, my father and I grew into pure, unconditional love. I have a strong support system of love because of them even though they have passed. As I multiplied the feeling of love that I recalled, it expanded like waves in all directions from me, so that I was surrounded and sustained by that love. What a beautiful feeling! That love is there all the time. I can call upon it to sustain me at any time. My gratitude practice allows me to see that there is infinite abundance and that is the field in which I exist. I am feeling this on a deeper and deeper level that is beyond intellectual understanding.
I have been careless with my trust at times, and this last relationship was the apex of that tendency. I have the support of my parents’ unconditional love (which is a universal truth) to reassure me that I am worthy of good people in my life, and that I have the strength to control and walk away from situations that are not supportive of my growth and well being. I have a responsibility to my family and to myself to model that kind of self care and self respect.
Letting go of fear will allow me to expand into a field of love that is always present, but was obscured.