"You are so ugly", "people that look like you are not worthy of living", "I feel like throwing up when I see you", "Put some makeup on, you are scaring us". This and even worse statements were part of an ordinary day for me when growing up. A very hard time that left deep scars inside of me. This led me to a carrier within the Cosmetics industry. If I could learn all the tricks to cover up my ugliness I would never be bullied again. This became my drive and I have made a fantastic carrier.
Today I work as a Nordic Training Manager for Rituals Cosmetics, but during the last few years have felt that Cosmetics is not my true calling. For as long as I can remember I have been fascinated by healers and after becoming 50, I decided to follow my inner voice for the first time in my life. I looked everywhere for a course in healing and got drawn to Duality by Jeffrey Allen.
The course turned my world upside down. First of all my sadness, shame and fear from my teenage years came up. When clearing those feelings I found a deep strength within me which I, in some way, knew I had but had buried deep inside me.
All of a sudden I could stand in my own truth and tell my colleagues about energy and what I believe in and what my dreams are. I was very surprised to find that they were super interested (note, this is in a very shallow industry were looks is everything that counts), and stood in line for a healing session. Even our international HR Manager showed interest.
Now I have been asked to talk about energy and healing at our yearly International Meeting in Amsterdam! All of this started with the Duality course, and even though I have no Idea what the future will bring, I know it will be fantastic and energy healing will be a part of it in some way. I can't thank Jeffrey enough. The course is a pure MAGIC.
