Level 4 Awareness I have felt level 1 and level 2 a few times in my life, I even felt level 3 a few times.
Not knowing it was a level at all, and or even believing it was happening. It was short-lived but now that I know what it is I will be keeping my intention on it. I fell to level 1 real hard in the last year in a half. Holding me down there for sometime with self pity and victimization.
Honestly never being taught how not to be, or how to actually get out of that state. This is defiantly something that should be taught in schools. The only way I knew how to get out of level 1 was some how create the "fuck you or fuck it" attitude and carry on tougher then before.
Now with the education of programs like this, reading books of inspiration and listening to Youtube inspirational speakers is how I went from level 1 to 2.
Level 3 has come into my life a few times, but because I didn't know what it was, how it came, and or how to continue growing in that level I lost. With low self-esteem and not knowing any better I would soon fall back into level 2 and even level 1 more times then I like to admit.
About a year in a half ago it was as if the universe had enough of me tiring to go a direction that wasn't for me so it forced me to change directions. At first, I turned to level 1, and I stayed there for sometime, not noticing I was actually being forced to heal. even on the days I just stayed in bed crying. A year ago I decided enough was enough and started everything and anything to find a new level, a new energy a new life. I know I am good person and my intentions are with love and light. I knew I wasn't aligned so I started researching and the Universe started bringing me what I needed like spiritual teachers, books, situations.
Then I started asking questions, reading book after book, learning to meditate, breathe, counseling, getting Reiki level 1 to learning crystals...and so forth all of which paying for all my self improvement with my own money. This means a lot because I have never spent this kind of money on me especially "self improvement" stuff. If it wasn't covered under my benefits I wasn't doing it. I would use words like "I can't afford it" I have never wanted to learn so much. I went from wanting to die and always sleeping to now I wake early every morning by 630 and I can't wait to start the day with meditation and gratitude. I started to hear the universe and now that I understand what its saying I am listening loud and clear. I have been at level 3 for a while now, learning something every day to keep moving forward and up. I still struggle with level 1 but learning enough tools to help pull me to level 2 and 3 faster then before.
Now that I understand the levels, I will continue to strive to level 4.
Not knowing it was a level at all, and or even believing it was happening. It was short-lived but now that I know what it is I will be keeping my intention on it. I fell to level 1 real hard in the last year in a half. Holding me down there for sometime with self pity and victimization.
Honestly never being taught how not to be, or how to actually get out of that state. This is defiantly something that should be taught in schools. The only way I knew how to get out of level 1 was some how create the "fuck you or fuck it" attitude and carry on tougher then before.
Now with the education of programs like this, reading books of inspiration and listening to Youtube inspirational speakers is how I went from level 1 to 2.
Level 3 has come into my life a few times, but because I didn't know what it was, how it came, and or how to continue growing in that level I lost. With low self-esteem and not knowing any better I would soon fall back into level 2 and even level 1 more times then I like to admit.
About a year in a half ago it was as if the universe had enough of me tiring to go a direction that wasn't for me so it forced me to change directions. At first, I turned to level 1, and I stayed there for sometime, not noticing I was actually being forced to heal. even on the days I just stayed in bed crying. A year ago I decided enough was enough and started everything and anything to find a new level, a new energy a new life. I know I am good person and my intentions are with love and light. I knew I wasn't aligned so I started researching and the Universe started bringing me what I needed like spiritual teachers, books, situations.
Then I started asking questions, reading book after book, learning to meditate, breathe, counseling, getting Reiki level 1 to learning crystals...and so forth all of which paying for all my self improvement with my own money. This means a lot because I have never spent this kind of money on me especially "self improvement" stuff. If it wasn't covered under my benefits I wasn't doing it. I would use words like "I can't afford it" I have never wanted to learn so much. I went from wanting to die and always sleeping to now I wake early every morning by 630 and I can't wait to start the day with meditation and gratitude. I started to hear the universe and now that I understand what its saying I am listening loud and clear. I have been at level 3 for a while now, learning something every day to keep moving forward and up. I still struggle with level 1 but learning enough tools to help pull me to level 2 and 3 faster then before.
Now that I understand the levels, I will continue to strive to level 4.